NiaNia

2009-06-25T12:31:00.004+08:00

Past Photos

Not noting too blogged but too laze to even type single words..

Unhappie abt recently with someone..

U are the one whom want to play time consious here and fine, i follow ur time pattern..

But u are one whom end up making me confused of ur own timing..

You never know you are the one whom start the timing mixed up..

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Me went to boating the last wednesday with mine family,won a token..

soo i bought mr mole a paul smith belt..

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i m saving some $ to buy the hair clip i wanted

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2009-06-02T11:29:00.003+08:00

Have not been update since thenz..

1zt noo photos not that i never took but i mine ''LOUSY'' mobile cannot send picz

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The lazt pozt waz about going too wild wild wetz but 3 week pazt,unable too goo

1st week-LuCaS's unwell

2th week-EriCa'S Cold
3th week- dunnoo watz FamilY DaYz NtuC doin, Closed To PubliC

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o i foundz a very good weekend Spot

Bottle Tree

realli very good spot for toldder,i brought Lucas there and we are hooked..

They have Fishing game(catch lonkaog Fish)

They have prawn and fish fishing

They have planting

They have Playground not 1, 2 but 3...

Almost every weekend u were see me there i mean i have gone there for 3 weekend...

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Last Week outingz, we brought LuCaS & EriCa too Singapore Sciene Centre

we decided to bring them too somewhere that LuCaS is able too Feel Touch & Learn at the same time Rather than being Loiter at Shopping Malls on Weekend in Stucking at the part ofz ToY Section..

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PussYcat Dolls Concert

Earlier on, asked Brenda too goo with me and she got her ''Backstage'' friendz too get us the ticket..

Then i dun even know it iz on THURSDAY

out ofz soo mani dayz Y ThursDaY

THUrSDaY-i promised mine mum thatz i bring her into JB

Desmond out of school holidaY looking Forwardz too thiz Small outingz

Uncle- He Took OFF on thiz DaY..

Then....Flipping Through Magazine...I count the Datez...Damm THURSDAY

Super UpSEt..

I waS Thinking not to MISS PcDs As They Are Mine Favs ALL Timez

But I Choose The Latter

I Choose too Forgo The Show too Bring Mine FamilY in..

FamilY KinShip Or Own GoodneSS,PcDs Concert

Whoo Would You Choose...???

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In Serching For Another JOB

Usually i Offz on Weekendz & i have too Paid For The Extra Off DaY i took...

To & Fro...Transport

Soo i decided too get a Job Near my place and Office Hours De..

2009-05-20T05:45:00.001+08:00

Peeps,Please Switch To the Full Screen Mode Before Viewing For Clearer Video...

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Talking about Last Saturday, These are the 101% die hard fans

Some random pics of celebrations and Joy when Manchester United crown the EPL...

I was Sharing Manchester JOY too peeps but only 1% replied me ''Blue Sea''

zzzzz.....

This Friday is the launched of Pre Sale of Manchester United Asia Tour 2009

Soo Early in the morning me & mr mole is heading in too Q for the tickets

as well for some meal & shopping done.....

Noo much peeps could join..

Xiaopui--Noo replacement found, actually i also has'nt really found anyone but i have 1 or 2 friend in mine mind

Hougang-Too Broke too goo, i wanted him too goo,its always annoying & fun with him around and i know he wan to goo too based on his LJ face...

i am thinking a way too helped him...

Jackie- His forever Chewing gum Time, as this is a pre sale tickets and it comes with the manchester training pass soo die die must grab,urgh...i got too called him again...

This Jackie was thinking of Genting...LoL...

After Matches, we shall head for dinner then to Chinatown for Some Shopping.

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Coming up @ Marquee

Manchester United Vs Barcelona

This time i learnt a lesson, i m not going too order red wine as the bill come & its almost shocked mr mole..

i would just ordered a soft drink..

I was thinking of doing something for the Manchester United Sg Forum,Think i m going too Buy a Manchester United Cake For ouR Up Coming Double Champion..

Then We shall Shared The Happiness....

2009-05-19T12:35:00.002+08:00

Sunday- i brought LuCaS too park too catch Longkag Fish,letting him learnt through Catch & outdoor was really fun While mr mole went for his man utd sg match training...

LuCaS & me really enjoyed ourself soo much that we doo a hooking finger promised that i would bring him there again next Sunday,Hopefully we could goo Swimming this Saturday...

Might bee wondering Y does LuCaS have this nerd hairstyle, its was Secretly Cut while LuCaS was asleep

HairStylist- Mine Mother In Law

Ikea...hunting for new Sofa Set,please don come to my house heehee

Thomson Plaza-For alittle of Family Lunch Cum Outing

Saturday-Cute Childrens

1 week agoo,mr mole was planning for a family outing at downtown east for some swimming but LuCaS fall sick soo we dint went anywhere Far...

Somemore mr mole time table was quite rush as the big match was going on @ Marquee

we really need too goo down earlier too ''choke/chop'' the tables

(i shall post some Marquee pics up later)

i always in lurve with Red Wine

Afraid that LuCaS get bored, i sent him too his grandma house(mine mum & Desmond)

he was really excited going there as he were kept repeating '' ah ma house, ''jiu jiu house''

Finally 1 slot on LuCaS school after months of waiting, and peeps if u dont know this period is the open school for 2010 for most of the pre school,soo quickly registered ur Son/Daughter too avoid waiting ups too months..

Yeah we enrol him @ Choa Chu Kang for this 2009 & 2010 and he would be continued his studies this coming 1st July, i really felt glad lor when LuCaS continued his studies than idleling around doing noting(i m refering to LuCaS only,noo offence)..

Called me Kia-Su or what,while LuCaS come back on weekend

Sunday 1.5 hours Class

i even enrol him to a Enrichment class for toddlers

Learning Simple Phonics(improvment on english although its an advantage olive could speak to him in english)

Learning numbers(although he only know the basic 1-10)

Learning through Music

Learning Art & Crafts

& Etc( i cantz remember ...)

its good too let the kid to absord now & dun get mistaken i m not Stressing LucaS on weekend class,

the teachers told me its not those Stiff Type,

its just like many kids gather around singing songs & learn through Fun & Play...

Glad that LucaS recgonised

vehicals

numbers

& now even Colours(actually not much Colours tough)

If u had notice me, i m not showing mine big grin smile but just a little smile were doo,mr mole always say the pictures i take like been strike 4d like that...

Thursday, was Irene birthday at her club ''legend'', i really miss the envoirement there,the smells,the walking on carpets, the rooms...i walked and act liked i was working there without peeps notice..

Then the girls head lunar,mine heart goes out to them,at 1 point really feel like making an iresponsible choice by sending a sms to xiaopui saying that i cant make it but i Control...

Sober,High@work..

Took a few pics of random pics of a little smile on face de...

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Friday, upset that LuCaS didn't come back soo i went out instead too meet mine friends again to Orchard Ktv-a few rounds of dice games,a few off-keys songs

was actually preparing too goo Butter Factory de but its closed at 4am...
Then headed too Sabai Sabai - a 1 trip toilet for some photos which has not been uploaded yet

a fews exchange of 5 - 10

a couples of drinks

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2009-05-08T05:02:00.005+08:00

Something realli hurt me earlier on mine favourite forum..

Peeps whom know me well know thatz i m active in thiz forum..

too me i felt and hope to doo thingz thatz i can for thiz forum..

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Then come BY thiz Bad Eggz which iz more senioritY

(in our channelz, we are more into respect and senioritY soo i abide and alwaYz the rulez)

we are tokinz somethinz about Rankz..

& because previouslY he tulan the WaY i tok too him becoz ofz a Pazt incident

then thiz Bad Eggz usingz his SenioritY too Said me and worzt even Suspend me from mine Fav admin work..

Yetz another Senior have too plead behalfz ofz me..

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Thatz moment, i feltz soo hurtz n i criedz-realli stupid crYingz over somethingz thatz iz not Real but i cried becoz i felt Sad that i have been Suspend and leaved becoz all mine hard work,bondingz was there,i mean the rootz waz there..

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& worzt i cant even voiced out and said him bac Juz because of the job Scoop i liked,i need to endure his Birdie Face..KNN

itz waz the 1zt time i felt soo disheartend towardz thiz...

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i told one ofz the senior there thatz thiz bad eggz cannot abuse hiz senioritY and liked thatz mah..

The bad eggz also never show good example at all..

Peepz he liked..He said everYthingz alSoo Can..

Feelingz Beri Disheartend ReallY....

But the other good senior told me: Itz Like Thatz!!!

Thatz mean whatz,Senior can Flanked hiz Power aroundz

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I really hope someone Bigz Bigz Bigz Shot could hear and Judge thiz incident...

But 4getz it..NobodY wouldz....

TheY gotz PlentY thingz too doo more thanz handling Mine Side...

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erm,sincez i m BLOGGING, i decided not too pursue the matterz of mine tagz, the more i tried to find the culprit the more i upsetz..

Mine Friendz, Same ip Addrezz aS the PasserBy/Reader

Ip addrezz changed up & downz..

Suspect liked Noo GOOD

Noo Suspect But anxiouslY Catchingz the Culpritz...

MaYBe Itz My Friendz, MaYbe itz Notz..

& Ifz itz mine Friendz, then must bee someone whom iz HYpoCrite...

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oOoo,i guezz most of them know LuCaS is with mine Mother In Law Care

BUT

The DaY i drop offz from airport,MIL have returned LuCaS baCk too uS(Yishun)

WITHOUT discussing with US..

That momentz of timez was TENSE,everythingz Noo Prepared & Juzt Send Back Juzt liked thatz..

LuCaS iS Liked An PuPPY,Send here & there liked thatz..

ReallY nooo Goodz lorz,The Kid were Feel Dishearted De....

Good Newz,Right from mine Blk, the Rc which used too bee a Ktv iz convertingz too a Pre School & meanwhile i might Enrol him in..

Ifz u asked me about the PAST school he attendz,Nooo PLACE liao...

Childcare-On 7 Waiting Listz

That pointz of time reallY TL mine MIL....

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Then nowz MIL wantz too Bringz LuCaS For a Fews DaYs @ Her Place...

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I am draftingz out a Bill Organizer For mr mole and FamilY..

we need too keep trackz of the amount billz paid, damm really Tough lor For Raising 2 kidz..

I am alreadY thinkingz ofz LuCaS going ArmY..

EriCa going overSea StudY...

Mr Mole-@ ur agez itz is beri tough too raise a FamilY but You Scrifice For US.

U rather on the Fan while Sleepingz & Gave me and the kidz even the maid AIR-CON too sleep throughout the Nitez..

U rather Save everY Single Cents and let me and the kidz Spentz what we wantz..

As a husband u are 65% goodz

As a Father You Are 90% Good(the other 10%-Soccer & Gamingz Time)

Thankz You Mr Mole..

Please dont Compared me with Your Bro Wifez

Each have their own goodz...

Different Bro Different Wivez Different Patternz

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On mine trip during Thailandz,

i learnt about Friendship and i want too SpeciallY Highlight Somes

I find HOUGANG reallY noo wordz Can Describe liaoo, although he iz irritating towards me sometimes but i find thiz Friend reallY verY True,Honezt and he iz alwaYz VerY EasY Going TYpe...

From this Trip i learnt about him and i tellz MySelfz He iz Someone i need To Treasure AS a

Friendz..

2th, i met Jihui Wife ''Pauline or BaoLing'',itz hard too find Someone thatz dont ''Calculative'' As Otherz.

Example: When we bought somethingz 3 For 100,she would dont mindz and Paid up..

Her response UsuallY are not Selfless De..

Itz Hardz too find Someone liked thatz nowadaYs in mr mole broz WIFEZ/Gf EXCEPT in mine own Friendz,4 mine own friendz we dun even thinkz about being CALCULATIVE..

Mr Mole Bros Wives/Gfs Not All JiaLet But MostlY..

1.Calculative,example ifz u BuY somethingz EverYthingz iz SPLIT/DIVIDE equallY de,

BuY onlY own Food & Waterz When HungrY/ThirstY

2.Noo Initative at all,Dunnooz aboutz Polite,come to PaYment,Act Blur Find Husband/BFs

3.GossiperS, Rumour Mongers

4.Some even worzt Liked HuSBandz Like Wifez

5.ComParinG(the most hated listed i Ever encounter)

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I have Seen other PeePs Bros wives/Gfz getting alonG verY wellz & good but Y not in Thiz Group Ah..

Because itz have alreadY Been liked thatz Before i waz IN..

i did heardz about it From the otherz GirlS when mr mole and me waz JuSt Datingz..

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wow i Said untilz Soo BaD,OkOk

we doo have ReallY Good PeePs Here Too..

I AlreaDY handPicked ThoSe Goods De,As 4 the otherz i Rather StaYed UntouCheD...

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Oooo Small Incident oR Rather Bigz Incidentz in my WORKPLACE

Another CaSe oFz

"SSB Training''

Result:Training Failed,HeadMan XiaoPui,wakakakaka

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SunDaY waz Full House For Most Resturants

ReallY TuLan Lor..

Changed Too SaturdaY liaoo

7pm Dinner

YuMMY...

Mr mole MIGHT bringz US tooo VesaK DaY Temple..

aiooo,The Way LuCaS Closed hiS EYeS & PRAY....

Super Dammm Cute

Not Forgettingz Mine FAT DAUGHTER

2009-05-05T07:49:00.003+08:00

those daes at BangKok, i didnt have a chance nor a good cam on handz too take picturez...

although xiaopui did brought hiz cam alongz but i guezz itz juzt an decoration at the hotel room..

alrite, aniwae mr mole & friendz wentz too doo their braidin hairz,realli stYlo Milo lor..

the service apartmentz waz nice spacious and beautiful except i felt itz abit too farz lor but compare too the good room n bed we slept, i rate it overall Yez..

waz late for the flightz or should i said on time ...

the captian doo notz wantz too open the gate nor waitz for uz...

Stucked at the airport buYinz another ticket bacK too 'Sing''....

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az for the recentz tagz dispute, i dun want to talked about it animore but i did traced the ip addrezz and 1,2 0r 3 of mine friendz have the same ip with the Negative peep...
soo whatz doo u peepz thinkz???

i hate to post this pics up but anyway i realised i had not been taking any pics recently for mine blog soo i just grab some of the recent pics too posts..

noting to doo laze on the bed soo while gaming on the cellphone, i just took a few pictures of us..

i really cannot tahan myself while posting up these pictures cos noo much peeps would still doo that...

i m behavin liked an xiao mei mei..

2009-04-15T10:52:00.004+08:00

wenz Mr molez told me that LuCaS had forgotten to brought hiz all timed favourite tenniz set back and been askin for hiz tenniz set..

thatz moment meltz mine heart, i waz like thinkinz soo poor thingz,

alreadYz never see us during the daYs and nowz even his favourite tenniz set is missing..

Rightz nowz i want to announce i am 100% broke liao..

the $ i have leftz iz to pulled me through the workingz weekz de,

but withoutz a 2th thoughtz and despite e 12hourz i have worked, i took a buz too TPY too get him the table tenniz set & the basketballz..

then from there i tookz Train too Yew Tee Station, i took a cab into the Blk( az i am not sure which part)..

i rang the bellz a few timez but noo repliez soo i called mine MIL,

She picked up the phone and told me she is puttin LuCaS too sleep and the Bellz wake him up and ask me too Wait awhile So thatz She make LuCaS sleep and asked me not too rang the Bellz..

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while waiting outside i been thinkingz "weird", i come all the WaY from Mac too CCk too pass LuCaS thingz, ofz coz i want too see him Mah, soo i called up again to mine MIL tellin her to let LuCaS see me awhile coz after passing thingz i would leave...

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And then hmpfz, she openz the door for me...

LuCaS were realli happie when he saw the BasketBall & the table tenniz Setz...

upon seeing LuCaS soo happie, i alsoo feel all the time spending on the train and the tirednezz is worth it de...

i leftz shortlY, Only to realised i have leftz lezz than 8sgd with me,

i dunnoo how too goo back too Yew Tee station,Shit!@#$%

eventuallY i took a cab too the station and onlY to find out itz waz dammm NEAR....

the cab meter didn't even click, and i paid $2.80

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From Yew Tee Stationz, i took a train backed too Yishun, that point ofz time i want too Collasp liao...

+ the magicz Pillz effect make me sooo GiddY...

Step downz the Yishun Station,i know i cannot make it animore....

I took a cab and headz straightz home...

Shit,Rushing back tooo Bathe & sleep then ONLY to find that Olive is cleaning mine room...

i waited outside about 15-20 min....

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@#$#%^ Magicz Pillz, i Hatez You....

I cantz get too Sleep ...

soo i tried Lyingz downz on the bedz at all time...

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while takin a Bus too work lazt nite, glancing through the windowz

i searched mineselfz...

How mine previous birthday were spent...

when i have $ too celebrate with mine friendz..

How i celebrate on mine mum birthdaYz...

Those were the DayS thatz $ come t00 FaSt & EaSY...

the same old nightz feelingz when i waz about too goo work, the feelinz and suddenlY i looked at mineselfz...

i waz soo soo much Differentz thanz Beforez...

Nowz, i wore liked an Dumpling nowz...

Mine hairz turnz NastY Goldz and UnTidYz...

I looked Soo Tiredz...

i Yearn too gooo back too thiz lifeztYle not because i am BaD

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i wantz too earn mine firstz 10k and doo something which i really wantz to doo to mineSelfz

( i have loadz ofz a listz i want too doo)...

i wantz too bring LuCaS,EriCa & Olive outz Too overSea....

i wantz too buY a watch for mine mother....

i wantz to help UnCle and Set up a Stall...

i wantz to buY insurance PoliCY for Mine both brotherS....

i wantz to top up EriCa CDC aCcountz...

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Pleaze Godz, dun make me Slim Downz Coz oNCe i Slim Downz,

I Swored i wantz to Climbed Higherz...

For the Meantimez, SoNia Is Still DaY-Dreamingz

Wakakakaka

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upon reading Patricia blogzz, her 14th april post melt mine heart because i never had this feeling before and i were never know...

i wanted tagz her then copied her post here but tooo bad her blog district that...

the feelings she wrote towards her familY members were soo True Especially what she wrote about her Hus

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2009-04-14T07:13:00.002+08:00

itz time for some happie update rather than pondering over the pastz..

LucaS is intoo Table tennis, juzt bought him a batz and some ballz...

Then DeSmond come over too staYed for lazt weekend..

EriCa is gettin Fatter...

Mr Mole still the same...

Lazt weekend i brought the 2 boyz too orchid country club for some indoor Play...

O' Zone..

Mr molez broughtz us to Shopping..Vivo CitY

Then LuCaS know how too Resemble vehicals

Bus

Car

Taxi

MotorCycle

Bicycle

Aeroplane

LuCaS is quite Smart, i thinkz sooo...

Poor LuCaS have a lump near the private part that need too doo an operation..

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Town management come, and CATS are gone...

Noo more disturbance From the CAT...

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i wanna goo JoHor, i wanted CraBs 4 dinnerz...

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I Stop Gambling

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Mine birthday comingz...

22th April 2009

i would not asked mine Mother in Law ever again

wanna have dinner together?

dunnoo what is she scared of, i act liked i ask liked an Begger...

2009-04-08T14:36:00.003+08:00

i waz indeed happie yesterday when mine friend told me she knew the ''Girl-" whom claimed that the child is mr mole de..

She told me some part ofz her standing then till todae morning then she realised we been toking about the wrong person...

Booz Booz Booz

Then i found Shannon, whom happen thatz Shannon' cousin used too be with this ''Girl''..

Soo shannon without hesitate given me the number ofz the cousin..

Shannon Cousin: hi, soo u are shannon Friendz

Me: Yez, doo u know abt this Phobea, and doo u know she has a son??

Shannon cousin: Yez i been with her about a Yearz, and Yez She ever Told me the FATHER of the son named....Erm ...erm....O...OKI

(mine heart sunken, tears rolls on mine cheeks)

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i cried..Y doez itz never endz

Y would this thingz happen to me

( i thought it onli happen on drama tv)

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i asked MYSELFz how am i going to live liked thatz the REST ofz mine LIFE

( tears)

Y am i soo foolish too Borne EriCa, i should have NOT...

''i realli feel liked throwing EriCa down from the 12th floor''

(tears)

Mine kidz is going too Suffer,Mine kidz is going to have Something BAD thatz is comin their waY..

i wished i onli had LuCaS and i could bring him too somewhere FAR that me and him would not be Suffer and Tourture

EriCa is going to Suffer...

(Tears)

Because Ofz A Nitez Of AN Happiness Time From A SElFISH GUY

Me, LucAs & EriCa SUFFER For The Restz Of Our Lifez...

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This thing has been 3Yearz liao,Yetz None of The Hurt,Hatred In Me haS Ever GONE in mine Heart...

MaYbee Till The Day i Am Gone!!!

Soon or Later, i Am Goingz too End Everythingz!!!

Justz Some Time & Courage!!!

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Messgae She Sent too me Via FriendSter:

What's so funny, like what i had said, u can say watever u want & this would not affect me. That is how u think i don give a dame. Since u can forgive him abt what had happen and i'm sld be the one to pity u cux his been flirting ard when he was with u, maybe not alone me.
and that guy is my ex & we have broke off before i got to knw Oki, if u don't know anything pls do not kept saying things like u know.
It's common sense for a person to think,
If the baby it's not his y would want to ask him for credit.
UP TO U TO BELIEVE!!!!!!
I have enough of your words that toally
FALSE. I'm happy being my single mother life so... pls drop the topic.
I'm to balme to give brith but i never regret.. if i relly want him to pay the responsibility four years back i would do that.

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NiaNia wrote:
we all know how many guys you have been with even before him, rem u have a ex boyfriend that is from malaysia,i guess you have forgotten maybe that you have tsex with too many guys and had noo much time of keeping track as you are busy threatening them with load of $, i really pity your behaviour, i were never FORGET the day i know about you, and great is that i know soo much of your friends that happen to be my friend too, yes i never deny the fact of him going hotel with u for one night stand and the next thing we know you are pregnant,hahaha..
dont come and tell me now you want your life and stop
for once stop viewing my profile, get a life of ur own, u surely down wan me to go around telling people what u had did to lied and threaten.your friends i also know de and some are very close friend of mine,ur kid have grown up so much , i bet as a mother u don want him to know what hhave u been doing using him to bluff $.yes of cos i need not have to know that who is the ACTUAL father of your Cute son but of cos that you dont know even it yourself too..
I dun want too see you viewing my profile anymore as we got noting to do with you AT ALL.
because of YOU, i have phobia, noo wonder that y u call ur name too.
sometime i really hope i could go and tell your sister about it.
so from now dun tell me what to do, just get of the my life and stop viewing my profile,dun blame me coming up to you in future..

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Her Msgz: I don't agree what u had text.
Pls don't insult me. I'm fully well what i'm doing.. It's been 4 yrs why still bring it up? After what had happen had happen & it's the past!!I'm deeply hurt me by what u had wrote that's not the truth & now here i want to make myself clear for your info i DID NOT LIED OR THEREATEN becuz that the FACTS!!! I'm not that kind of mother nothing better to do to cheat his $ & give brith to a baby w/out a father.U Don't know anything but kept blind.
Need not know whose this child father is. i'm happy livin with my life.That's my decision to gave brith to him and bring him up myself, so don ask futher question From the being, i been keeping to myself. As the 1st time u calld me reM? u asked me but i told u nothing. the reason is u're already carrying his child.
So been years, u're already his wife,
that's nothing to say now. i just want u to keep back your msg.
keep the ball rolling like what u have now & what i have now.

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i did send a Message her back but noo replies still, i realli hope noo more replies too, i m soo tired of itz.

And Y am i the one arguing with her right now..

Y am i the one suffering and arguing with someone when i am the VICTIM...

i alreadlY Feelz verY Hurtz liao..

And Y am I the 1 Suffering, Bearing All The Pain Nowz???..

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NiaNia Wrote:

Yez, it is mine business wheather i wantz to forgive oki or not and its also within our marriage and u are a outsider also,so why doo u bothered?( o is that mean if he been flirting with many girls also, that mean you are CLEAR that u know what a person he is and yetz u went to bed with and the next thing you claimed that you are pregnant,wakakaak)wow that mean i or he would be very BUSY GIVING OUT $ too those whom he has for ONE NIGHT STAND and the next thing he know getting calls from all the SLUT he Has 1 Night Stand With saying need $ $ $ $,after all isnt it about $ that u want right!!!Yez, itz also common sense that u had went about meeting GUYS for 1 NIGHT STAND and EVERYONE KNOWS THAT..Soo many guys you cant even REMENBER having sex with SOO all TAKE ABIT HERE & There, wow You must have earn ALOT using your SON AS $ tool..If you want me to drop the topic then why are you always been viewing my profile, so you wanna keep track where we stay, where he work so can get $$$ again when you are Broke..If you lied and ever threaten and have been Diposed, please leave us alone.Stop viewing my profile

That All

Ps:Brenda, thankz ...

Clare have told me what u intend too doo for me, its mine own FamilY Problem and Even i cant Settled it Myselfz ,Yetz Whoo Can???

2009-04-07T06:19:00.007+08:00

Soo much of Mr Mole thingys, this time round i would liked to said abt myself rather than him.

as u know nobody as human being is perfect,in mine life i have met the ugliest people,stories,life and things..

i have ever been ditched,cheated,kick,hit by my ex

i have ever been cheated,betrayed,lied,kick,hit by my husband

i have ever been cheated,lied by my friends

aside from all of the above, i learnt to stand independent strong..

does everyone goo through the same ordeal as me..???

& the next thing i knew is that i am 1 of the ugliest person too

i asked myselfz why doo i gamble soo much nowadaes,i have gambled till beyond that sometimes when i sit down, i dont even know what am i doing..

For the sake of gamble i doo anithin i want to get $$$

i am hopeless

u surely wont believe i dont gambled last time, the most is some cards game during occasion..

then onli i realised mine another bad,

i am such a Materialistic person and because i am such an ugly person i resort to gamble that'z the fastest ways of getting the things i want and i alwae want things to be the BEST and i realised something i am not happie at all and i know from the cheap things i buy were also be beautiful and not exactly expensive thing mean beautiful item..

Yes i get the things i want but sooner i know Piles of Debts come By and then i realised how serious i have fell into..

But doo u all know somthing despite being such an ugly person, mine husband did not give up on me, he take out his saving to clear mine debts, he save every cents he can even on a normal meal and yetz one match for me can cost one day food for the family.

i doo not want wan to lied to mine readers or friends that how mr mole treat me but i also want them to know mine trueself..

i am not a good sister, i have a bio brother with me but neverless i have ever called him up and checked on him,thinkin that i am alwaez busi and we could never clicked..

i am not a good mother, alwaez think of the Boy instead of the Girl although i swore to GOD i realli lurve the 2 kid..

i am not a good daughter, i onli bring problem to mine mum onli when i have trouble and cant bee sort and when she need me, i dont think i am there..

i am not a good friend,i am alwaez acting very proud infront of mine friends( i onli realised it until recently , serious)

alwae have that negative thinking towards friends(when some friends realli annoyed me), i am a realli very straight person until i blurt out words and hurts friends that i dun even know

but mr mole told me i m a good friend when that friend close to me and yez i doo think soo,

for mine friend i have choosen, i were scarifice for her/him, i wont think of a penny that spent on him/her,noo matter how much i have, i would shared..i were goo to extra mile doing things for her/him..

i am not a good Daughter in law, frankly speaking mostly everyone get married and most cannot stand mother in laws, me too

But mine mother-in-law is really consider good mother - in - law compare to others( i have ever exp from mine ex de and the biased she show is realli enough)but i have never treasure her at all,i took her for granted knowing she were let me in the end...now i have such a good mother-in law but i have never ever thought of it..

Until i sat infront of the Pc jotting downz mine blog then i realised(Tears Drop)

How Bad am i...

i got noo skill

i cant cook

i can't sing nor dance

i cant drive

i dun have a cert

i am short temper towards mine family

i am alwae complaining about mine friends

i am alwaes comparing

i gambles alot

i cheat,lied alot

i am fat

i am uglY

But why doo i still have Friends and Them Beside me....

They must have see my goodness, alwaez being there for me noo matter what i doo,standing on mine 1st line ready to forgive me and guide me...

i wanna Say Thank You

Mr Mole- no matter how bad u are or how u make me feel i am the ugliest women, thank u for being there for me although times i realli felt helpless even with u maybe u have never given me a secure................

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Brenda- no matter what evilest thing i have done, i have never afraid to tell u, i dunnoo Y but u give me that feeling, u never look down on me,alwaez thinking about me even u got soo much Friends to catch up..i owe u alot alot...

June- its GOD blessing that u and i met again...u are someone whom hates me and lurve me as much..i know that ever since we are Young, u dared to voice out ur unhappiness towards mr mole and i really felt surprised cos no much people were do that and scold their bestie Husband, aniwae u shocked me..

Sandra- i dunnoo whY, noo matter daes, weeks, months, years we dont talked u alwae think of me and never losing to ur sister heart..sometime u really melt mine heart the way u show concern to me, i have never forgotten the time u work veri hard and when i am broke u just give me all u have and put it inside mine bagz for me

Clare- thank u that i alwae tell u mine problem via msn, u were there busy but yet listening to me, i know u cant give me good ideas cos u are damm week at resolving problems de..

Fiona- i dunnoo how have u been, i like u alot cos i alwaes have topis to talk to u, despite u alwae take d****s but i know ur good heart stands,i realli want to tok to u again..

Baby- u are someone that make me feel there is one brother wives good out there to hang out with, someone in there group i can share mine feelins and secret with..u alwae make me feel good talking too u..

Xiaopui,hougang & leong - You hanged around with me, helping me out when mr moles argues with me, helping me to covered every little dirty deeds i have done to avoid mr mole getting angry with me...it'z realli feel good to have true friendz around..

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For people i have ever hurt, please do not blame me and i hope we could carried on our life without bad memories..

Nana- we are never fated to be besties,or maybe doo we consider Young during that times and that Neglecting cost a big part of our life,aniwae we were once good, we shared almost everything but good things dont come long, aniwae since we both talk now, married n borne...

i wish u a happie marriage and good times withe ur folks and friends.....

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Joanne-There is only 1 misunderstanding that till now u and me have never ever tok again, i rem when i am getting married, my hearts tell me that i need to patch up with u and i realli wanted u too be there for me..Eventually mine hearts did open but ur heart did not.

I respect ur decission and let u bee the way u want..

But i wanna let u know something that have kept into mine heart, its that even when u don tok to me animore, i did alwaes view u and track ur whereabout.i rem once when u just bought a car, i was liked smiling soo happily infront of friendster

Misunderstanding Story of me and joanne, its was my ex party and i wanted her to come but she did not turned up soo i sent her a nasty msg...wakaka...

Ah Ju- i wanted to said sorry to u, 1st i snatch the one u liked,adore.

i was afraid that u might know, but i have never wanted to lied to u or what, i tell myself i were face the truth too u..i rem when times that we hug n cried together...i still lurve u now as usual but just that we are both married now...

Koji- We once had a very good time working together but too bad i might not liked the way you handle ur relationship and ended up i dont know what i want to said next too u and soo we drifted but aniwae seeing the result now i realli feel happie u make a big progress on building up ur relationship..aniwae thank for calling up too me and checking me out..

Shermaine- ever since u had a boifriend, i dun even call u now

i lost ur handphone number and i have never ever mind that what ur real identity to me..

i lurve being with u , and yez we both drifted alot...

Lastly too X,

For years i have been with u when i was onli 15 and now i realised i am already 25,

10 long years and in the end we never ever got married, never have a child of our own..

But i wanna Say a Big thank You because out of this 25 years u have walked with me the 10 longest, darkest road in mine life..

i remember once i told u, even when one day we are not an couple,we could be the best ofz friends cause we know each other too well despite of how you treat me during the years, u did protected me which i believe mine husband were ever not doo it..

You fight,stand and speak up for me when i get bullied despite how little strength u have...

You never Criticise me when things goes wrong with me, You Helped me up....

You gave me all ur penny even u had the last penny with u....

You are never selfish with me,Never even mostly you are alwae Broke..

You don't have to asked what i want & you know what i wantz next....

You never forget my Favourite food/drinks when you walked past a store and i know no matter how far the journey or transport u were wanna get it for me...

Whenever i Face an unsolve problem, i were relate too u

Despite the Ugliest Times....

Wakakakaka

Still Sorry & Thank You...

Ps: To those i did not named, that mean u are still strongly in mine Hate List..

2009-04-06T13:00:00.002+08:00

ERICA POH

LUCAS PoH

Their pastz pictures, i decided to paste them up!!!

2009-04-06T11:30:00.005+08:00

pictures taken by olive,soo blur the picz...see i dint even doll up on the dinner, noo time at all...

Past pictures of me and LuCaS, over the 2 weekend we went too Wildwild wetz,Jurong Point,Bottle Tree Park,Amk,NorthPoint & Sembawang Shopping Mall,Since i changed mine mobile number, i never take pic with mine mobile phone animore as i cant even mms animore liao..

mr mole and i argue the whole sundae morning, till both ofz us realli break down liao but i still did not tell him what actually happen to me..we come to a term that both of us agreed on weekend..

Speakin of weekend, i wanna thankz hougang, xiaopui and clare, we actually Cheong lastz saturdae,Funni..Did we realli Cheong...

Anyway that girl did msg me again back but this time i never replied but not because i am scared but i dun wanna talked about it liao.

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Date
: Every Saturday & Sunday
Time
: 6pm - 9pm
Prices
: $18.80++
(Adult)
$12.80

Aniwae mr mole brought me too orchid country club for some sunday dinner, i swore i never step that place animore..But the food were great because i think its their top chief cook de, every meal come with a very strong taste...

2009-04-04T15:33:00.004+08:00

i have decided to take off the child picture cos i cant face my own 良心 of postin the pic, as i know the kid is innocent de, and he even dunnoo what his mother had used him to done.

peeps whom tag, noo point to argue over my tag, each people have different point of view towards my case but i guess i am badly affected after all..

Thanks for those whom tag, it would bee a pleasure knowin who u are..

i have an ugly past of Mr Mole and me..Let me tell u brieftlY,when i was carried lucas during that time(about 6 month), i had mine chinese weddin dinner 1st followed bY days, then mine official Solemnisation..

The night before Solemnisation while i was preparing my Dress,i picked up mr mole friend which he had FORGOTTEN and look through the sms, i saw one num and i dialed back..

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Before the solemnisation night,i found out that he had an affair with this girl at a budget hotel.

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Despite 6month pregnant, i pack up mine things and head over to the hotel, during that time i dun even dared to FACE mine parents and friends BECAUSE i just held mine wedding dinner Last week..

i am scared and afraid of being laughed and mocked..

that is the Blackest daes of mine life..

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Check into the hotel, i was alone CRYING DAY & NIGHT

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Days Past, and i found out another Shocking news..

The GIRL he had 1 night stand with was PREGNANT and have been asking him for $ all the time..

Another SHOCKING news come by, The GIRL give BIRTH to the Child and more threatening works and more $( that's the reason i dialed back the number)

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Soon i knew about it and everYthing came out pouring..

Mr Mole denied that was His From an 1 night Stand..

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We had soo much argument and i dun know Y did i Forgive him, is it because that i am pregnant and i know LuCaS need a father..

i have MAJOR depression, pre and after...

During that point of time, i was about to give up LuCaS and send him for adoption..

Called me a BaD Mum, but i got no abilitY to Raise him at all..

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Years had Pasts, but this thing been hounding me from the dae i know the Truthe..

Till RecentlY, i catch the Girl Viewing me via some Friends net Website, i pluck up my courage and msg her...

nia wrote:
for once stop viewing my profile, get a life of ur own, u surely down wan me to go around telling people what u had did to lied and threaten.your friends i also know de and some are very close friend of mine,ur kid have grown up so much , i bet as a mother u don want him to know what hhave u been doing using him to bluff $

She wrote:

don't agree what u had text.
Pls don't insult me. I'm fully well what i'm doing.. It's been 4 yrs why still bring it up? After what had happen had happen & it's the past!!I'm deeply hurt me by what u had wrote that's not the truth & now here i want to make myself clear for your info i DID NOT LIED OR THEREATEN becuz that the FACTS!!! I'm not that kind of mother nothing better to do to cheat his $ & give brith to a baby w/out a father.U Don't know anything but kept blind.
Need not know whose this child father is. i'm happy livin with my life.That's my decision to gave brith to him and bring him up myself, so don ask futher question From the being, i been keeping to myself. As the 1st time u calld me reM? u asked me but i told u nothing. the reason is u're already carrying his child.
So been years, u're already his wife,
that's nothing to say now. i just want u to keep back your msg.
keep the ball rolling like what u have now & what i have now.

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i feel soo terrible inside mine heart, i guess this kind of thing u can onli get it onli when u watch drama but it realli happen on me and the worst is Y m i the Unlucky Ones..??

i dunnoo how u peep know about mine feeling right now but i realli want to let u all know, it is very very terrible feeling.

And if mr mole have been treatin me well, i got noting too said but sad is that when i browse through mine previous entries, i dunnoo Y am i still with him..

Is it that i am blinded with lurve or for the sake of the kids?

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How i wish singapore is liked Cambodia wheres u juz hire an killer and killed for u..

dont asked me Y but i certaintly know what the feeling of being an murderer...

if then i were hire 4 killer to kill

The Girl

The Child

Mr Mole

Mr Mole Mother

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Tears and Cries...

Dont talked about thiz sad things liao, todae is saturdae, LuCaS is back, should have some Happie Posting

2009-04-01T12:06:00.003+08:00

The Pussycat Dolls version of A R Rahman’s Oscar winning “Jai Ho!” The Dolls shot the video for “Jai Ho (You Are My Destiny)" at an abandoned train station museum in snowy Vienna with director Thomas Kloss (Britney Spears, Miley Cyrus)
Their Newest Song of themz, They are My Favourite Girls Group.
This songz Realli melt my heart lor whenever i listen, Please Listen also, I Bet You were liked it too..
The original Version is an Indian songz.
I Lurve them to Bitz

2009-03-31T05:24:00.002+08:00

Never been this upset before, todae is my MIL birthday

i knew i were take lot of time to prepare soo i TRIED to prepare EARLY, while preparing i saw LuCaS hair and its indeed in a mess.

i have been wanting to CUT his hair liao but everytime its either noo time, forgot or forever mr mole quote 明天你带他去.

i laid my clothes on the bed, on the water heater yetz mr mole can said i never prepare at all..

i suppose the dinner were start at 6-7 pm and i prepare it at 5pm instead of 3pm and what is wrong with that..

i know i were need time to prepare soo i asked mr mole to bring him down, he give me that stupid look and not even wanting to help me, i felt very 无锄 and then he can just 走掉 and went ahead to his online gaming.i mean he has prepare already he should help me bring LuCaS to cut hair while i can prepare..

In the end, i brought LuCaS down too cut hair, Fail 2 times, 2 saloon..

He keep turning, tossing around until i realli feel out of control, at that point of time i realli felt i need mr mole around but i dont know why everytime i need him, he wont be around for me de, and when he is around , he were not be there listening too me de..

.....Times Pass.....

Reach house 7pm,Mil has arrived and LuCaS been Cryin non stop,and the Sight of it i realli feel very worn out,cos that point of time, i had not even bathe and yet mr mole can sit infront of the Pc playing games for hours..

i really cried out, maybe all bottled up very longed liao, cannot take it liao..

the sight of mr mole make me very angry, really i wonder why this kind of FATHER/HUSBAND can excist de?

Of cos i told u peeps i cannot hide and maybe bottle up liao +++ very sweaty and tired and not even prepared for the dinner soo the moment i saw mr mole i shouted at him and Burst out..

Yes My MIL is there at the living room when i did all the Shouting and Crying..

What Hurts me the Mosts is what my MIL said out,

she say why must today cut hair?

( the reason over this long weekend, i already mention want to cut LuCaS hair liao and the hair growin out of shape liao)

She say i Purposely do all the crying on her birthday

(why would i doo that, why wouldn't she think why i would cry, why would she think i were cry n shout on her birthday, dont her SON know that he should help out on this day knowing that i need preparation time for the dinner also)

Y would she said i ku yi..

Very Hurtful, that moment realli feel like bringing LuCaS and dashed out the house..

Mr Mole really dont have GUTS,he dont know how to DEFEND for his wife not because of today incident but a few time i really felt like that,whenever i felt being ''down'' by peeps around me, he would just stand there liked a wood...

and onli when i did something wrong then he talked liked an Parrot kept blaming me...

the way i see his mother keep talking and he stand there keeping quiet and even walked back to the the computer chair and continued playing his game, that part realli hurts me alot,alot,alot.

Guess after soo long its the 1st time i felt soo restless and hurt again..

Realli noo Guts

when he felt unhappy of something, i would help him to think and reason with the people..

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Worst, last sunday he can ACTUALLY forget to place the Market $ for the Family and just went ahead with his Soccer.

Too get the $ for marketing,i went to his sling bag and found his ''HANDSHOP USED PURPOSE "HANDPHONE",

i saw a incoming sms,it wrote

HOW ARE YOU?TONIGHT CAN GO HOTEL?I MISS YOU!

FROM THIS NUMBER 98494274

I called up and when i HeLLo,i heard and confirm is a women Voice but When she Heard My voice she Stopped and Pause..and she hang up..

i kept Calling and Calling Non stop, Noo Pick up...

And Soo i Called Mr Mole, he insist he dont know Such a Person and He came back..

But the time he came back the phone died flat.

he claimed there is no charger and the only way he could charge is at the work place.

And he dont make progress or innocent by kept calling, Peeps if someone were to accuss you falsely,were you panick and were tried to figure out whoo called actually or would u bathe and goo ahead to sleep and using ur mouth and saying No No No I Dunno This PerSon..

Then Awhile later he Said maybe is the Vietnamnese over there,and then he reveals that there is a few vietnamnese over there always asking him out for SEX..

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Yes, asked me why would i post such a thing out cos i am really very “失望''with this person liao whom CLAIMED to be my husband and the FATHER of 2 kids...

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Too other womens, if that happen to you, you might just kept it silent and maybe express to your Closets Friends..

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If people Whom know me This Few Years, you would know why i post it here and let everyone know instead..

How Many months in once were u read abt the similar incident i having through, or ever heard me Callin u, my best Pals telling you Similar INCIDENT again and again...

the worst i have got...

the worst i myself have to walk through from 1 incident to another.

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i have given him more than Chances, everytime he screw up this relationship, i were fix it back myself given him trust back but everytimes i get HURTS again..

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Times, i realli felt i cannot be with him anymore, the hurts he gave me and i dont DESERVE all this hurts Neither The Kids..

...

He Seriously Need Help

2009-03-25T02:04:00.006+08:00

Irresponsible Mr Mole
Sprained his ankle lah during the weekend when having his routine kick-about, suppose too goo out for an outing but becos of his sprain ankle..
Then now ask for 1 more replacement outing he said: Noting Of The Sort

weekend snuggling time

sundae mornin snuggling time

me and mr mole is the extremly laid back especially mr mole rest on weekend and its the best u bring the 2 kids in on ur bed and snuggle with them in the morning, do not pratisce to let ur child sleep with u or else u were onli make it worst for u and ur partner,for us we tried to let lucas sleep on his own bed wheres mr mole and me have time together during the night, we were either sneak out for a late night movie or supper, the last saturdae he brought me to the Jurong point 24hours Xtra Ntuc for late night shopping..

LuCaS grandparents lurve LuCas To Bit,They bought him a MotorCycle for him and do not bothered to drive it down too Yishun to show us and have it drive back to their place,The above pic was not clear enough as it was taken by a unpro Cameraman Aka mr mole..i was abit hmpf and upset that he did a bad job of taking the pictures..

LucaS grandma have been askin me why i havent buy any CROCS slipper for LuCaS yetz as she asked me to pass her the receipt and i were bee fully claimed..

LuCaS grandparents could be Really NICE when they Send and Fetch LuCaS up and down from mine Place without a word of Complaining..

Idoit mr mole tell me that one outing per weekend, but i dunnoo going to BuY slipper consider 1 outing ornot as i realli dont want to miss out the outing For the Sake of BuYing a slipper onlY..

This Saturday Outing would bee lined up- going too my bestfriend June Dotter Birthdae Followed By Bringing him too Somewhere Fun..

Idoit mr mole, as for Sunday Mr mole is out of the picture liao,i were meet up with BABY too orchid country club with the kids for some running and fun, i haven't asked her too accompany me to Bottle Tree Yetz..

i was indeed surprised at her month she know how to take her own bottle and finish up the whole bottle of milk.i remenber back when luCaS dun even know how to hold the bottle during this month ofz EriCa.Seriously peeps, this pic wasnt an edit nor someone holding for her, its indeed my CLever EriCa holding the milk bottle, to others maybe Chup, noting much what but as for her parents, little things warm our heart with alittle action...

Poor Her, she have been BITTEN BY HER BROTHER on the cheek last sundae.

But the Funniest part is her brother know that he bitten her and Yetz hug her later and keep tryin to Sayang herz..
Olive Lurve her soo much treating liked her own dotter..

The Way i see her hugging her to sleep was soo Blessing.

Kudos To My Maid...

the daY i decided to cut mine hair Short,how doo u peep fare mine short hair???

Ok Folks tomorrow i were be working on a straight 36hours Shift work and from then Thursday i am off to the weekend,Song Bo..!Doo accompany me throughout the 36 Hours...Look Tough but hardwork paid off whatz..i work hardz now and when the times come to an end i see result and can rest and look forward to LuCaS...

2009-03-19T06:29:00.003+08:00

Laptop thatz Uncle boughtz For Desmond
item thatz mr mole brought for mine mum birthdae

realli pekChek with thiz olivia,

tryin to act smart onli..

(cannot revealed here as it concern of 3th person)

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mondae nite i work all the wae to tuesdae nite,then i head to take drivin test,outside the test room saw mr mole friend levi, we had a talk and click and we sit beside each other,lots of questions i realli forgotten liao soo kept askin her for help until i myself also embarassed lor.

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i din't went back home for goodness sake, i heard down lor 23 to find mr mole

wrappin up the stall, i still dint went home, we head over to watch the thai horror show, realli horrible show,been frighten by the show mani times..

i saw someone familiar,she was with another GUY,for ur info her statues is Married...

i din't went too call her lah and instead i was quite tense if she had saw me & mr mole or not..

...

headed home watchin Arsenal vs Hull,

doing mask and ZZzzz( was about 4.38+am)

11am, mr mole wake me up askin me too JB with him,

and soo i did,in fact i was damm tired lor..

Acc him too doo his car while i pop over a salon too wash hair..

(i was soo sleepy that point of time)

done, wash car then do some simple shoppin

i was amazed of 1 of the dress i bought, for the 1st time i realised i had not wore a SKIRT for damm Fuc^&** long liao and when i tried the dress i was feelin soo uneasy about it and keep pulling it down..

i bought a sunglass also,

seriousli i doo need a spects..

wanted frame i likes, i dun wanna wear a nerd spects....

while shoppin at holidae plaza, i saw alot of frame spec and that moment i think of ''Sandra'' and i mumbled to mr mole that i wanna ask Sandra to come in with me the

next time cos there is alot of things i saw she would like de..

Called it Fate or Coincidence,she also msg me abt her personal life lah...

oo.. i keep lookin out for anti slip slippers for BaBY as i told her i wan to look out for her n give her but the slippers i saw there are fragile n slipped de...

Browse across the shorts pants, i think of BeBe....

Browse across the tights, i think of my the other 2 friends that they could wear...

Cam back about 6-7pm liao(short sleepin on the car) then i went over mine mum place liao.

Thailand trip coming liao,Swee

22th april 2009

i don wan to walk around liao and used my number 11,i rem the last trip i went was alwae walking and walking,this time i wanna make clear to them that i were just take a tuk tuk, but not overboard lah, if it's realli near de,of cos we just walked..

Browse through the forum i alwae active in de, realli want to doo badly the Double eyelid lor and this time is soo much cheaper,i read a few review and see the photos, realli liked it veri much lor.and its a once a lifetime chance, once miss it then have too wait a few years liao..

the more i read the more i wanted badly,shit...

too bad i owe too much $ liao, even paid back were be on august then settle liao..

Todae mr mole bought mum a test kit for her birthdae.

mine mum was soo upset while she take the test,sugar level high..

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Brought Desmond & FamilY too courts then a 2th hand shop before heading to Amk Hub..

Uncle bought a laptop for Desmond..

Bickering between me and Jiakang...

Sometimes i cannot stand him, alwae soo rude and alwae talkin back de, but guess soo cos he is in the rebellious stage now and sayin all sorts of words out without thinkin much through his brain de and end up hurting feeling..sometime i realli feel like killing him,lol but when i told mr mole he were said actualli u and ur brother have the same charachter soo dont complain..lol

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i miss mine grandma alot and usualli i kept silent about it, i wonder how she doing at china.

i realli feel like writing a letter or going to visit them, realli..

realli upset over mine new zealand relative side, ask for number dun have, ask for update dun know,ask some more question say not sure,the onli person that is quite nice is the kids aka cousin of mine but guess they dun regard us at all.i had a impression of 1 of the cousin,she were the sweetest when we were in childhood,have fun together all the time, but after she went to New Zealand and even came back not even a call she make for me.

Maybe AngMos are liked that unlike chinese whom treasure family ties and bonding de..

whenever i asked about mine New Zealand dad, no one could answer me, i just want to know how is he nia mah, and i miss out the growin part with him, all i wan is too hear what mine dad been or doing over there, bee it bad or good...

all i could doo at all time is to browse their facebook and friendster too see how have they been..

what i need to know how is mine grandparent as well as theirs as their parents is closely in touched with mine grandparents over at china..

i realli miss them soo much especailli mine grandma, i wonder does she think about me and drop tears too liked me...

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last week mine singapore grandfather birthdae and he din't wan to celebrate it as he got some sickness..

i thought noo ones went over to visit him as he cancel his brithdae but how wrong am i when mine brother came tellin me that some relative did came, that point of time i feel soo bad about it, i should have went over too...

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wow i am feeling sooo dizzy now cause of lack of sleep.

feelin veri tired zzzzZZZzzzz

usualli i dun sleep at work de maybe i don have this habbit and another thing is that i am afraid that peeps were lodge complain against me...keke

but realli cannot tong le lah, this mr mole also dunnoo come and acc me or just idle nia but using the excuese of acc me...

daes when i was pregnant with LuCas, i went over his workplace to acc him and help him with work when he played Cs..even till the next morning i have never ever leave early to head home to rest de..

Now over here, he dun Helped at all over at the counter and the moment i saw him is either Right infront if the computer surfing to his own leasure or outside talking with his friends and the last thing i know he get tired around 3-4am and head home and zzzZZz..

This few daes even worst never attend work also dunnoo how to come and lend me a hand...

During his time, even when i was heavily pregnant i also walked out to buy foods,now ah,i have to asked him to helped me buy food and he were shun me sayin i ''Siao ah'' or u are soo Fat,

realli fed up upon hearing that all the time rather than a time of going to buy, i am not asking him to walked too buy, he drives lor....

he would says word that provoke me soo much and brainless, senseless word towards u and even hurtful words...

fuvkin peichek, both mine thighs are in pain because of his constanly hitting..

i cant even walk properly now due to the sore thighs, and not 1 side but both side...

i dread of slopes and staircase, the unbearable pain...

without saying the finish sent... would just hit me on body, mani times i just brushed it off with a laugh or times i just kept silent becos of the sudden pain..

to think that he have went overboard too much liao..Yesterdae i ask him 1 power question : what if your Mum Boyfriend alwaes hit her before he say something or when he feel likes,how would u feel if u are the son n u know about it?

Hopefully this question would knock some sense into his head,anyway his answer was Dumbfound...

How could a Guy alwaes Hit the wife body even when he feels like or even though they were playing,what if 1 dae he got a habbit and start doing it on me when we had a tuff, nobody would knows then..

It get soo serious when i find my both thighs are in sharp pain and it onli occur to me that how i need too stop all this...

Ps:Don't get Mistaken, He hit mostly out of intentionaly de,or else when he get annoyde by me..

2009-03-13T06:11:00.004+08:00

Erica
asked him to take properly, then he doo thatz

Finalli a smile from him

Swimming x Calden

Miss LuCas veri much indeed,at times realli feel liked callin up to him.

lookin forward to this weekend then can see LuCas,die die i would OFF on this weekend and future weekend too..

Finalli,trip to Bangkok Flight & hotel(Service apartment) paid liao and the problem is i used

mr mole card to paid for the both with 8 adult fees included,Soo far onli collect 2 adult onli soo realli need to buck up and press them for the trip $ or else this time i dun need to dream too goo elsewhere liao.

Ps: Not that i am accounting,but put urself into other peep shoe,what if u were the 1 payin everythin 1st and its not a small figure as its is a heafty figure for 8 adults as its cost a few thousand over dollers and peeps are takin their own sweet time payin up and u need that $ for rolling over other things..

if keep pressing also no good mah...

The worst is mr mole dont know i used the card to paid up for 2 item,Flight and hotel

Intially its was onli Flight that we need to paid but becos of one friend card cannot used soo i decided too goo ahead and used his card instead until he came back home then i told him.

That why i am veri stress over it,as long as i quickly collect the trip $ back to him,i think it would be as fine..

want too goo must goo happie mah, haven goo alreadi sian 1/2 liao..

If i know like that,i rather go with mr mole nia...

after payment collected, i were go to step 2, askin for $ too changed liao,heehee..

..........

i intend to bring Desmond and LucaS back soo that the 2 of them got accompanion this weekend.Hopefulli mr mole could bring us out too this weekend..

....

i want too goo out also sianz..

this weekend i were be with mr mole going to a place wheres all manchester supporter unite to watch the 1 time

Manchester United Vs LiverPool...

wonder what time was the match??

.....

i hate cats..

my neighbour whom stayed at the 11th floor have this cat that wander around and worst even come inside my house a few times,realli pek chek..

through nets, i have found 1 cat repellent that the cat would stay awae from it, no matter what i am going to purchase it..

2009-03-10T06:17:00.003+08:00

i miss LuCas soo much, i cried the moment he leftz, i cried the moment i think about him..

LuCas had gone to mine Mil place for 365 daes..

i miss him soo much...

Mil said me and mr mole got too little time for him and nobody is teachin him well and seeing/educate him,although he did goo to school but this is not enough and nobody know that have lucas been eatin well or not..

soo Mil decided too bring him back, place him a school there and onli come back on weekend..

Last sundae, when he was about to leftz i straight went into the room without seein him walked out the door, i cried mine heart out,covered under the pillow...

when mr mole saw me crying, he feel soo upset and come over and hug me

until now, i am soo upset still,i miss everithing about him..

i realli miss his cries,shouts, alot alot about him..

hais,even have maid also noo use with 2 kid,u dunnoo they got eat well or sleep well or not..

i realli hope i am soo rich that i dont have too work and look after them but on the other hand i were wan to goo out at times..

365 daes- 1daes = 364daes

i miss his abc song

i miss his counting 1-10

i miss his mondae to saturdae

i miss his break dancing

..........

i realli need a pair of contact lens,does anione know that if seeing the pc screen for long were our eye get pain, i dunnoo wat wrong with me now i cant even see the letters from the pc even i sat soo near..the lights...

been tellin mr mole i need a pair of lens but not even a respond from him,idoit...

.......

i am going to fully used this 365daes,

1st gettin my drivin lic (gettin it done asap)

mr mole said he want to get me a car when i pass mine lic, although dont have lic but listen liao also feel happie lor..

.....

After LucaS leftz, we headed to Chomp*2 and had our dinner...

Then mr mole brought me to Yishun Party world and we had our lungs sing for 4 damm hours,it was damm silly for the both of us going onli but we had fair share of fun there,sing drink and laugh as like we are just a dating couple,lol...

i know that he dun realli liked going all this sort of places but i dun know what is going wrong with him maybe he just wanna make an effort to acc me....

..........

mum birthdae comin, she called me ystz sayin that she wantz something and ask me to help her to looked out ,

thought of buyin for her,this weekend when i bring LucaS out then we shall goo and see how much the item..

2009-03-05T06:34:00.008+08:00

Yez that dae we did wentz to GENTING
Back from shoppin

each of uz bought alittle foodz

i would never mizz out the auntie anne

in a posh lunch dining,private room somemore

the room that we hadz...bigz n poshz

juzt some random picz lah

how could we miss out thiz even on airport transfer

Thank Brenda for the mails of the photos..

Above are the picx we took on mine 38 kL trip..

we had soo much fun and its like letting down ur hair and justz relax with friends..

we did took a whole group photo but where the hell is that photo..

the few daes there are like daes that we are in singlehood, soo carefree

........

lookin forwardz too the Bangkok trip on mine birthdae 22th

thoughtz that mr mole would bee celebratin for me but now we have buddies over...

lol the same old happens 2 yearz ago when mr mole and friends celebrate for me at there

thiz time there i am not using my numbered 11.

.....

the poors kept silent and the rich kept yakin non stop showing their poor side,in this way we called them Hypocrites

......

Never said i not soo much ''tu lan'', dont take peep for granted and onli when u need them then u talked to them, treat everi of ur friends true , equel and fair..

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more updatez...

2009-02-27T06:12:00.005+08:00

i went too kL with my 38 ,lot of laughters and timeless spent dolling up and shopping, its was indeed fun.

there were ups and down durin the trips,the waiting,the sharing and the laughter,but to miss out the bads part,honestly i enjoyed the good part more than the bads..

we gamble like there is noo tomorroo

i would realli want to goo again with them

thiz short holidae were realli let ur hair down and relax and put everythin into singapore and dwelling in the other place,i dun know about them but at least for me..

i m the odd one out of them cos of mine size..

no matter how mani magic pills i pop i cant slim down,once i saw bebe pop her pills like havin vitamins.itz freak me out,how doo i endure the side effects?

i must said bebe & rests realli have good tolerance.

......

april 22,my birthdae,mr mole agreed to bring me to thailand to spent mine birthdae there,actualli its was supposed me and mr mole onli becos i dun expect that others of my friends celebratin for me..

but this oncomin trip,

jackie n chuanie were tag along(no confirmation due to child-birthe),

xiaopui

hougang(applied leave this mon)
....

i been asking baby but she cannot make it,Sign

(i know she alwae want too goo thailand)
.....

Erica realli veri cute lor,and now only 3th month she already know how too lift her head up liao..

....

baby fare thiz saturdae, mr mole and me going with jackie n chuanie(and baby if u are readin my blog now,remember ok,then i wont have too sms u n let u know about it),

we were picked up what we want for erica.

As for lucas,he would bee going out with his grandma...

...........

After coming back from Kl,Mum called and gived me a Scold

1st-before i went to KL,my MIL told me she is unable too look after lucas for me because that saturday,her spouse birthdae.

ok soo i arranged for my aunt to take care of lucas and my aunt is kinda excited that lucas is coming over her place that weekend..

soo my MIL agreed on a term that she were bee pickin up lucas on fridae night and sendin lucas to my aunt house the next dae(Saturdae)

......

2th-saturday,my aunt been waiting and waiting and dared not even goo down just in case lucas come then cannot find her..soo she waited...

from mornin till afternoon till late noon,not even a called...

she tried calling olive and olive dunnoo anythin at all..

Until 8pm+,then my MIL called my aunt and inform her that lucas is not coming her place, my aunt feel hurts and boils.

INSTEAD, my MIL brought lucas back to olive, and olive knowin that auntie been calling,soo olive ask MIL y didnt she bring lucas to auntie house, yet myMIL just tell olive ''NVM''(i asked olive then i know about it), so olive just keep quiet about it..the reason my MIL brought lucas back to olive is because she herself want to bring lucas out on sunday...

1st-she should have at least called up earlier then to tell mine aunt that lucas is not coming.

.......

i told mr mole what happened and he asked his mum...

wow kau, guezz what she replied:

she said she been busy with lucas till 8pm then she free to called(i did ask olive,olive told me 3-4pm mine mil had already sent lucas back liao)

and its onli evenin then she called...

then she still said y mr mole never called, and she know that auntie called olive and she says why olive never tell my auntie..

..........

i realli hope mine MIL understand the situation,what if she is the person now been waiting from dae to night.

can she have at least alittle responsibility to picked up a phone and make a less than 3 min call.

indeed i feel heartpain for mine auntie when i heard olive tellin me that she asked MIL why she didnt bring lucas to aunti house and mine MIL can say: NEVERMIND

i know that non of these 2 side should help me look after lucas but even if that, at least there should be a little responsibility bah...

......

here,mine mum called me up and said me...

there, mine MIL dun think its her fault....

here and there, auntie boils....

.....

i realli dun wan too argue with mr mole about it soo i just keep silent of it as if i started thiz argument,more were get affected..

2009-02-18T09:49:00.003+08:00

Original Mandrin School Song

新民新民我们要做社会的主人我们要做时代的明灯不读死书手脑并用要学要做即知即行新民新民我们要有科学的头脑我们要有创造的精神为了仁爱为了信义为了自由为了和平新民新民
English Translation

Xinmin XinminWe want to be the master of our destinyWe want to be the beacon of our timeNot through rote learning; but through the training of a versatile mindWith keen wit and a readiness to put knowledge into practiceXinmin XinminWe want to develop an analytical mindWe want to cultivate an innovative spiritFor love, integrity, freedom and peaceXinmin Xinmin

Yuying Yuying, You nurture us, Discipline our hearts, our minds and will.Showing us our mission, you teach us To serve our countryThe future dawns, Yuying will shine Like the eagle we soar and riseTogether we achieve personal excellence

mr mole was tellin me abt school vs school drinking competition this saturdae,damm bored soo decided too doo a bloggin abt this.

YuYing Secondary Vs XinMin Secondary

Date:21 Feb 2009

Time:Nightz

Venue:Nana Thai Disco
1 On 1 Cup

P/s,Hougang pleaze dont lose facez

2009-02-13T07:21:00.009+08:00

38姐妹

1st,Y doo we named ourselfz 38姐妹 not because we are 38姐妹 lah,i thinkz cos in our group we doo have tame,quiet de but their inner side are like that fire.

we confirm also have those veri noisy,loud de also and usually those are the active type de includin me but sayin about me,i think i have tone down alot esp after givin birthe.

I think the named 38姐妹 is given by bebe aka the head cum organizer.

Aniwae below pic is edit n done by brenda and its a incomplete de cos she had not finish edittin and here am i bloggin abt it,aniwae i were keep updatin the pic 1 BY 1 till itz complete alrite

Back daez when i waz workin i waz thinkin to do an edit also and i browse through 38姐妹 profile, i come across brenda and she alreadi edit it liao,my bestfriend realli know what on her bloody mind

Although some of the 38姐妹 never know each of the realli well but when come to Fun,

everibodi get fun together be it

Drugs(bebe hates it when i said thiz),Drinkz,Ktv Pub,Steamboat,Birthdae,Wedding,

Babies full month,Kids bithdae,Rom,Gossip,Fightz,Arguement,Majong session,Gambling cards session,Chalet,Bbq,Wei er house,38 中站(Toa Payoh),

Halloween,Zouk out,Concerts,Cinema,Chill out

& Various Discoquete.

and if i have miss out above,please do let me know and i shall edit again..

we have ever done the craziest thing together and we laugh it off.

we also doo Sharing between the 38姐妹 example Clothes,Bags,Belt,Necklace,Watch,Camera,Perfume,Cosmestic,Shoes and we shared almost everythin if the 38姐妹 allowed for her item to be lent except ours BoyFriends & Husbands...

Some 38姐妹 are veri nice,they would return u back in good n nice state,somes are bad cause they don return and lent without permission but overall its the JOY that we done it together thinkin of the past(*NiaNia Smile*)

Each 38姐妹 have their own Unique Character and taste of differents,

somes have veri good personality somes dont.

somes are rich some are poor,

some have good educational level some dont

etc etc etc

BUT

all 38姐妹 are slim EXCEPT me....

YETz

i do not understand Y some of the others girls group don liked us,

maybe they dont know us well and example if they dislike 1 of the 38姐妹,then she were dislike the whole group

some even said we are BULLYERS,doo we look like>nope but because when big occasion strike we gather n ended up in bigger group thus peeps said thatz

some 38姐妹 knowz eazh other centuries yearz some are fresh

And if time allows me,i were want to know some of the 38姐妹 well

Bottomline,we ENJOY our own 38姐妹 companys and we shall continued thiz ''Ship''(i m not going to said what Sistership sound like i m a 小妹妹)

Below i have arrange and put it in the Most active to the Less active de..

Heres u goooo,

Kenny Jaclyn @头 cum organiser

Brenda & Sandra

@twins

Clare

Yoshikawa Miyuki

Gina

Constance

Joey

Rain @Ruiling

Celeast @XiaoYing
Damm itz me...wonder Y doo i post this pic instead cos those edit pic,most of the pic are untidy hair n no make up..

Urgh,i look horrible..

Brenda would u mind editting for me again with the pic i provide u soon..

KoJi@ Andrea

Lydia

Mores too Come,StaY Tuned

2009-02-12T06:45:00.002+08:00

Yesterdae work till 6pm then reach home abt 7pm,but noo matter how late i still think of LuCaS,realli miss him alot,realli dunnoo how if i move the place.

aniwae i did not sleep instead i bring him to downstair for a walked & bought him 1 ToY car..

By then i realli feel like fainting down liao but die die still must be with the kids soo i acc him till 9pm when we both Zzzz,Set alarm clock at 12am but still wake up an hour late.

when i wan too goo out,LuCaS woke up Soo i had to bluff him to sleep again before goo out..

4 hours of sleep,realli super power liao,i was thinkin of askin a replacement to come but think back,''dont want lah''..

i had soo much talks on msn chat with friends

i had so much tears Yesterdae,soo much drops

realli thank u peeps whom sincerli tag me,i never expect soo mani peeps to care and concern of

a 不起眼的女人.

i didnt even post up what had happen but Yetz soo mani peeps come forward too me,

感谢,感谢

actualli i realli dunnoo what too do now but to buried tears behind this face of mine & keep workin & workin to make mYselfz tired & not to think about it..

我是不是很傻

lol,can u imagine i had 1 meal a dae and for straight 3 daes i had cup noodles for meal,nope i still can afford to paid for a meal but i did not do that..

.........................

Y am i having tears when he is is out there having fun?

Y am i suffering because of the things he done upon us?

.......................

Its is another impact for me,i realli dunnoo when can i overcome it,the last one took me about 12month to put down the impact n walked out....

''LuCaS & EriCa would make me STRONG''

"I must STAND up"

2009-02-09T22:25:00.006+08:00

i cried when I knew deep inside u Lied, afraid I had lost it all.

Then I realized that losing you, didn't have to mean I lost me.

You said you didn't want to see me get hurt,so does that mean you closed your eyes when I cried?
It hurts the most when i can actually feel my heart breaking.

I wish I had the guts to walk away and forget about the Lies.

It's amazing how you make your face just like a wall, how u Lied and turn it off, & how I turn my head and lose it all.

You hurt me more than I deserve,how can you be so cruel?

Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine.

Why do I have tears in my eyes today when i remember that Lies?

Y didn't u had a thinking of the kids when u Lies?

2009-02-09T19:01:00.001+08:00

My marriage is wreacked.

Girls are like apples on trees.

The best ones are at the top of the tree.

The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt.

Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the groundthat aren't as good, but easy.

So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing.

They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree.

2009-02-09T07:09:00.003+08:00

LuCaS start wearin Boxer

LuCaS Lurve To Show His Boxer

Calden

弟弟

Saturday afternoon,LuCaS kept crying too go 走走 soo no choice i brought him out,was intend to bring him to the ops park for a run but i realised i had a good neighbour here with 3 kids rating their ages suit LuCaS,i called her up & immediately she agreed to bring the 3 kids down without a min of thought,i am really veri grateful indeed..

Since we also have alot to catch up,we let the kids run n fun while we have some chit chatting.

...............

Went to the market that dae,i bought LuCaS 2 boxers and explain to him that wearing boxer and daddy is wearing boxer too..

Soo he get really happie and wanted to wear the boxer and start showin everiones that he wore a boxer too...
.............

Sundae,i supposed too goo to ''japan girl'' house(lol BeBe) but after reaching home i got too tired & dozed off just liked that and when i woke up its alreadi 3am plus in the morning,sorry Brenda,i ought to meet u but i dozed off liao,i guess u want to have a talk with me is it?We went to ikea to get some poster & some plants for our house.We had a very sweet time together strolling along orchard,catching a movie together and a dinner together.

...............

i have a very bad mondae todae,i dont want to voice it out here

i am not feeling ok at all

..............

He told me that he went down to my workplace is because he want to acc me and even he went home he also doing noting and sleep and if too bored he might make mistake with 女人.

Peeps what doo u think of it?

..............

Maybe we need too have some personal cool down period,i find this few daes soo 假 suddenly,out of sudden this incident come up,i realised i dont really trust people even my closed one anymore..

2009-02-07T19:37:00.003+08:00

i promised u peep to post up the pic and here am i posting up pics mY 2 kids

Me & mr mole had already had a serious talk from argue to talking terms,we decide to blart eveithing out...

Actualli we realli dun have a time to talked thing out until all stuff inside then all suddenli poured out..

lol,in fact we realli mean important to each other..

alrite todae,GeomancY man came and have a look on our house and help us with some pointers.

Hopefulli,after this trip hope everithin get better in life...

2009-02-06T09:56:00.005+08:00

Jln Wangi common room. CHEAP! - Air con - Fully furnished - No cooking - 10 mins walk to Potong pasir MRT 1 pax 19 joo Seng, Common Room, Fully Furnished, Single Chinese

Lady Owner, $450 for single only,

Found liao,i am thinking of moving out...

Since it is FullY furnished and with AIr con..

And its near my work place...

2009-02-06T05:20:00.003+08:00

before i start my post,above was a pic of lucas playin at a arcade @ northpoint,in fact was a new arcade.(some copycat going also liao)

i hate copycat,people i dislike so much that i cant bring myself to tok to them not even a hi n bye.

i dislike when they got no fashion sense.

Faker...

.......Back to post.........

Todae i had the longest sleep ever,i think 15hours at least i think

no calls received but still in charge ah wee called me @1.30am lucky i wake up liao,i tried callin him back but he keep dun answering my calls,weird person..

wonder Y no calls received,cause i off the bloody phone

until he came back @12am+(i was wonderin Y does he come back home soo earlY),askin me to wake up for a movie and somethin to grab,for me i was stillin thinking of getting some more sleep as much as i could but on the other hand i was wantin to watch a movie to relax.soo i nod ok.

Then no movies,say going for a bite later but never saw him liao till i know he went gaming ahead,i do not want further argue so i do my own thing,at this point of time its was me whom wan to use the computer,e more i think e more i get angrY,when i am not at home,he dont wan to come back and use the com,but now when i am off,he come back and use up the com.what shit is that?

i confront him all he did answer was to accompany me but i dun seem it at all

let me explain,if he is realli accompany me,were he come and talked to me

were he seat beside u while u working or even playin games(since its bored)

BUT NO

he was outside sitting with his brothers talkin rubbish non stop

(did i sit outside too,cos i dunnoo what are they talking lol)

went mustafa

(did i go or not,No)

went for supper,steamboat,etc

( did i go or not lol Not at all)

Take $ also gooo Thai Disco

(did i goo or not,No)

tired liao sending friends back

(am i being send also,No or have him ever come and send me back home from work,No)

when he is alwaes standing outside the handphone shop while i m alone working inside

Peeps is this consider ACCOMPANY ME

& even when BuY food also were buy wrong side items

Yes i might be wrong at food picker but since u have no heart to buy me food then dont buY. or ASK before u want to buY..

sometimes i do felt upset after being together for longed liao and Yet dun realised what ur partner want or likes..

soo mani times i been with him for food and Yet until todae he still dunnoo what i want..

I felt drifting between him n me..

i hate him soo much that whenever i see him i felt really unhappie..

when 2 kids come along all we know is work work work ,$ $ $

that is when times are really bad and slowly me and him were drift..

he were alwae said No to my request

even when he know that i need to sleep he would just off the air con not to think that let me have it as i m soo havin more sleep..

i dunnoo Y i hate it even when i am not workin and sleepin at home..

I feel soo sleepy now but i just cant sleep

i realli hope to move out now even a room rentin i dun mind...

i hate my life now..

i wan to cut off my hp line and not to give it to soo many peeps liao

soo many times i wanna give up my life with LuCaS...

Can even come in to the cafe and scold me cos xiaopui show him the membership form that are not fully filled..

Fuck,1st cant u see the date of the membership form(its the starting of the opening club,by then i realli dunnoo the work permit state the work place address)

and until xiaopui told me that forms must be fully filled,i did what?

2th,Cant u asked me nicely before Sayin Y i did not filled up the form?

and i dunnoo Y must this xiaopui show him the forms also?

am i now the one laze around the workplace not doing anything,Fuck?

From paperwork to cleaning i did what is my job Scoope require me to...

in the 1st place,we had already divide what our job scoope of the lan shop..

i dun step ur tail soo dun step my tails too,Knn...

i realli want to bring EriCa out but i got no much $ left liao,Maybe i bring them out for lunch.

Aioo EriCa is sooo ........

i shall post her pics up tomorrow...

omg i miss my notti LucaS,u peeps know what.

LuCas likes to wear the Manchester Jersey as his Dad and would start pointing at the logo Sayin

'' Man u ..... Man u ''....

Shall post his birthday toys pics soon..

Mum called and talked to me,asked me to give in in marriage...

2009-02-05T09:51:00.002+08:00

I am soo tired,i need a 1 dae break and i dont cared how much i owed outside for a dae and sleep through long hours and not answering a single call.

1st,i alwaes reach home late abt 12-1pm,sometime even worst..

2th.LuCas dun allowed me too sleep and alwaes Yankin non stop for me & i have to crawl out the bed fews times a dae to cuddle him before head back to deep sleep..

3th.Non stop phone calls from Pub management askin me questions and questions regardin this and that..

''i realli tried not to answered them but when i wake up, i was bombed with more miss calls and more questions..''

i realli hope i could voice out & tell the management that i am not in charge of the Pub animore and the things i incharge are the settlements & paYroll but slowly i am bombered questions with Staffs,Machines,Loss/Missing of Bottles,Kod Lic & Lics and now even worse the Managing toilets etc to complain this choke n that choke...

And staffs have been calling me non stop even i had clearlY clarify to the In-charge,the staff would still be callin me.And if this Staff cant reached me,Another staff would tried to get me to called the staff..Staff stuff finish alreadi then Management called me and ask me questions..

Hellooo, i am not gettin the 1.5k with extra replacement liked u peeps...

Not even half the SalarY at all but Yet i am doing all this tons Stuffs...

I had Enough...

Stop Callin/Telling me what what what....

Called Your Boss...

And todae i dont cared animore i am going too off tonight without consulting anione..

I am just veri Tired todae n its mY 1st time i realli felt soo fainted while workin...

i were have mY beautiful sleep with mask attached to face..

Then at nite,i am going out,Yes ask me out....

i thought i would had some time of mY own when LucAs is out to Mil place..

But in Fact not at all...

i still felt tired...

i dun mind workin & helpin out but when i felt realli tired i felt i am going to collasped anYtime..

I ran out and cried mY heart out while working cos i felt Tired & Stress..

Not even him come over to take a look at how i am..

i realli beginning to dislike him soo much and felt detest seeing him..

Everinite after work and dont want to head back home,can hang at mY workplace till dawn..

of cos i feel angrY seeing it,here i am soo tiring working n sloggin and alwaes don have enough of sleep Yet he can hang around here n there going out eating with friends,Gaming and talking rubbish here and there and onli till he's tired then he head back home..

once he head back home he can sleep till 12pm n Just bathe & out while LuCaS is clinging for me and i cant sleep...

Since he is soo free then after work come down here work lah since he dont want to goo back home while i reallY wished i were at home sleepin..

Now that LuCaS is out, i would think of bringing EriCa out awhile for some Fresh air even though i am soo tired after work, i would still think of her n tried to fork out some time for her Yet this person whom claimed its her father not even talked about it..

Soon Lucas would come back and Erica outin no more liao lor...

Again & again,Times & times..

I should be the 1 feeling gratitude for him helpin me out but i am reallY beginning to hate him more and more each daY...

Everitime a negative No,even when knock make sense...

i realli cant take it animore...

He dont know ANYTHING about how a marriage WORKS...

I realli Yearn to be in Singlehood but i know that i cant anYmore...

I dun REGRET having the 2 beautiful kids in mY heart But i Should have STOP at Num 1.

2009-02-01T18:10:00.007+08:00

Todae is LuCaS birthdae,we brought him too Zoo...
Then MiL at home waitin for us and bought a Doreamon Soft-toY for LucAs while grandpa bought a HarleY Davidson Motorbike..
Auntie bought LuCaS a ToY-Gun..
I Hate it when nobodY help me too look after the kids,I Hate it when nobodY help me too replace MY work...

Mil fed him with butter cake,i forgotten about it but ok lah since he alreadi took even a oilier food liao.

Then straight awae mil want to give him porridge, i told mil that he just have cake n now u wan to give him porridge,so i ask the porridge to be serve later.

But mil insist that she have scoop out the porridge and wanted to feed lucaS..

Mr mole want to call the geomancer to our house for a visit to change some luck that have been misplaced..

Hopefulli after everithin we were bee fine...

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2009-02-01T09:35:00.003+08:00

LuCaS is down with Gastric flu again,he was fine until he went to school and when he came back he is already down with Gastric Flu, this time not so serious than the previous time,this time onli continued diarrorea up to 6times a dae.

Then before i went to work,i force myself up tp bring him to the doc,cost me 95 dollers just one medicine given.

Doc told me that this virus is highly contagious and i m soo worried that EriCa get also.i mean this virus also able to spread too adults.

i called mine mum asked her can help me take care or not,she said she is unable cos mine uncle has went to work liao n she is unable to manage luCaS.

i call mine mother in law,she say cannot either cos she need to accompanY her bf too relative house,then she give me a hmmm huh sat nite sun.....immediatelY i know that she cant also,i told her its ok then i have to take care mYself liao.then she saY dun give luCaS anYhow medicine,at the point of time i am already boilin,i tell her what she mean BY this dont give luCaS anyhow medicine.she told me what she means is last time when we brought luCaS to a normal clinic then some medicine is not recommended to LuCaS de..i straight awae tell her off sayin i already bought luCas to see a baby doctor for 95 dollers and they onli give me 1 medicine and tell her what wrongs.

alreadi sooo boiled liao that at the veri last min cant find people to work n people to take care and Yet still tellin me silly words..

Bobian,call him too goo work for me...

or else he have to come back now then i could goo too work...

he opt for the first choice by workin for me...

then sat nite he also ask people to work for me,realli jialet this job..

who were want a 40 for a 12hours job...'

the replacement ask me for 50 then sound resonable.

i mYself have to fork out another 10...

and if peeps out there,who willing to get $40 for a 12hours job+i dun wanna sound soo bad it come with 1 mealz alrite..please doo not hesitate to contact me...

2009-02-01T04:50:00.003+08:00

初二

Argue agian on mild issue,not that i dun want said nor post but i realli forget liao cos we went out damm late the evenin i think..then after dinner with his dad then we send the kids back while we headed to jackie house for steamboat n gamblin session..

初三

heated arguement again,because of going wei er place and too angpao river,and then argue again of past issue and just where to have dinner

初四

somethin serious happen too me,cant bee disclosed here..

2009-02-01T03:21:00.004+08:00

初一

Chinese new Year,all along this 365daes i alwaes Yearn for this day,ask me Y and i dunnoo too,i think when everione get along n meet up and have fun together but this Year is terrible discaster for me.

I argue on the CnY 1st,i already woke up veri earli to prepare,i want to do it detailed as we be house hoppin a few place.

But i still end up late,i dun liked when he rush me or ask me 好了沒有,then i get veri tensed(of cos mine mood was totally spoiled),i spill a Eyelash glue on the floor,the impact of the glue smashed n splashed out onto mine CnY top and for ur info by this time the room n mine new top was stained with sticky Glue..i was so pissed off,Yes i know its mine fault we should leave at 1pm(we did estimate the time cos we be leavin at his grandma house at 3pm to hop to another place)i m late by the time we leave its already 1pm+ liao,what make me pissed off is that,he know that we are late in leavin the place liao n Yet he still want to wash his damm car durin this peak time,so the 5 of us(kids n olive) wait for the que(this whole process take abt an hour +) then after cleanin he still want to drive the longest route to hougang as he dun wan his car to be in dirt again.damm at this time another few bird shits drop on his car again...

i tell u i was really boiling sooo hard, Y choose this time when u JollY know that we are runnin out of time liao..

What if erica has to drink milk half way through?

Dun u know we are in a rush liao?

Then time paced slow....

Reach his Grandma house,i hate the way they see my Fats..

i know they talked about it...

i overheard...

2th Hoppin to mine Grandpa place,

Thinkin that i wanted soo much to gamble n leave mine kids alone,i feel soo remorseful this part.

half way through,the kids want to goo back with olive n he agreed to send them back,to me i was thinkin ok u send them back n i were stay here,i mean i dun see any wrong stayin over n u do the chaffer job,but he kept askin me to tag again we argue.Anyway i tag.

he asked to buy Macdonald,i dun wan to eat as we just had our dinner over at mine grandpa place although this Year the food is sux.then he innsist to buy for olive n himself..
i mean u hungry dont mean everione is hungry too..
after sendin the kid back,he said to fetch x.pui,i said no he went ahead also.fetch liao we went up to mine grandpa house again for some gamblin session.
once reach mine aunts keep askin me to ask them to start soo i tell him off in a bad manners,again not happy..

durin this time,baby has called me to come over her place at night for gamblin session,as usual i went around callin peeps to tell them.

end of granpa place n gamblin session,we head to Macperson as x.pui said there were be angbaos given from ''upstair'',so i went on only the next dae mr mole come tellin me its onli x.pui whom they called down onli..
F%&^,if i know, i wont even goo down....

Dammed boiled talkin abt this part,
soo we waited everione to gather there before we head off to baby place..
Waited n waited,

When done,Jackie said he just started a dota match(although he did said we could goo first n he would meet us after that) but we still wait...

Then done liao,Bingo game came up,n we play abt 4-5 match..

End liao...

i head straight to the car n wait...Min & mins pasts...No one called me or came lookin for me...

I call him n he callin me he is playin ''4 ki pi'' n wont took long..

of cos i was pissed,if u wanna play u should call me n inform me rather than i in the car waitin for soo long n i have to call u..

soo i went in to the Cyber cafe to continued mine admin job..

even more mins pasts,i walked out the 1st time holdin some 10dollers notes intend to bet but the bettin bets are soo much higher so i just keep it away and ask him 好了沒有,wait again..

So i went in the cafe again,2th time i walked out again..

tellin him i m hungry, wait again...

3rd time, i can noo longer stand liao(at this time x.pui came tellin me the rest might not be going liao as there can bet mah),i walked out n asked him again 好了沒有,this time he told me, he lose 800..

i was soo boiled,1st u know we bee going to baby house n Yet u bet until like that..i ask him to on alarm off the car n storm into his car n took mine bag..i hit his car n shout out soo loud before stormin off.

of cos there is mani ''upstair people'' there,who cares when get boiled...

i cried soo hard along the way i took a cab back to Yishun n i called baby this time..

Guess what he msg me,he msg me that is his friends that dun wan too goo liao not him soo if i wan to scold,please scold them but not him..
i was sooo sooo pissed n even more boiled when he send me this msg...

i was already cryin soo heavily on the wae back to yishun then he said if i want i come back n scold themn its them whom dun wan to goo,true enough i ask the cab driver to turn back to Macperson,i was fuckin over head liao,i think later part if got ''upstairs'' still bettin there i were also shout n tell them off,if realli jialet i just lose my job lor.

Then he call me again,i tell him i m rushin down now to Mac n soon he say want to scold them goo baby house void deck...

i have to ask the cab driver too turn back up to yishun..

dont u peeps know that baby has called me in the afternoon(scroll up) to prepare this whole thing n been waitin,n just because that now Macperson has gamblin session then u peeps turn down sooo last min n withouth informin,what kind of sense u peeps have....

reach baby void deck,i saw them n tell them off n then they told me that they have lose thousands over dollers on it.

(at this time i dunnnoo some have lose thousand n thousand of dollers over there thus that y they not going as they wanna fight back) i mean i realli dunnooo,u think lah if i know were i doo that to have the cheek to angry or not... i am not that unresonable. but indeed i m at times

Then they head up to baby house,and chunie acc me too home too changed to another set of home clothes.Then dunnoo which C#$%^& mouth said the whole drama thing with knockin on walls lah & exagerate the whole thing..

Lastly i want to used this chance to apologized to the peeps that have badly affected,1st i dunnoo u've lose soo much over there n if i know i wont bee soo unresonable too asked u peeps to walked off..for some reason when i know i m truely in wrong i would apologized..

But up to date,i think as mine husband,

u should call me durin inside the car,askin me to wait or to come out first...

u should come in to the cafe n checked on me n assure me that we were leave soon or what

u should response to me when i called u out askin u hao le mai you

u should understand mine side n goo back with me even though that they are not going to baby house.

but all u know how to said is:i follow them de...

this word make me sooo mad...

2009-01-04T11:29:00.003+08:00

The Post pics of me & mine 38 Jie-Meis Celebrating XmaS & Countdown @ Zigra

(did i spell rite?)
Thank Sandra cos nowadaes not much peep would dedicate their precious time towards photos uploading usualli the pics would just stored at the cell phone..

let me tell u i really enjoyed the 2 big holidae especially the 2009 countdown.

i knew all mine friends enjoyed too cos we were super duper high lor...

The 2009 countdown was soo dramatic too me cos time pass very fast & when i wake up i realised i remember some parts only..

Clare told me a stupid thing..i can't reveal here but mine closed friends would know what i am up to...heehee

Been working since dae 1 2009

1th jan 2009 work & return home sleep 3 hours

2th jan 2009 work & return sleep 5 hours

3th jan 2009 work & still workin now(suppose i knock off at 8am but pui not yet arrived,for ur info its 11.48am now)

Hopefully when pui come,after all the bus & train transport think reach home around 2pm liao''i predict''...

BaBy told me about the opening of Chinatown & i really want to go there lor...

i request from mr mole too goo there tonight...

mr mole side business fails again...

i dunnoo what got into me,after consume the magic pill...

Although i can tolerate the nite throughout but when i walk in the dae time i feel soo giddy & wanted to faint & also i vomit..

i had not bought any clothes Yet for this Chinese New Year..

As usual BEBE again...

i am trying to find a replacement for mine work if i were to go Kl with baby...

xiaopui told me for the whole month( in the meanwhile) have to work 1st till they or we(i dunnoo either) could find an replacement..

please if u peep are lookinf for a 4 daes per month job please contact me alrite..

i feel soo sick only after workin a few daes,maybe its the 2 way long distance transports & the hours & the magic pill...

i really want to thank mine mother & mine uncle + desmond,upon knowing that i work long hours+long transports,

they actually asked LuCaS to goo over their place for a nite stay(usually cannot de cos mine mother got things to doo and the house is too small and pack especially sat n sun) but she asked me to bring LucaS over soo LuCaS can play n eat well at there without me worrying & have too acc him when i got back from work...

Yes after longs hours of works,i reach home wanting too Sleep, but i can't lor cos of LuCaS..

and i make it a point to acc him bathe play or watch cartoon together before i head to sleep.By the time i slept already 1pm+ liao then wake up at 4-5pm cos i can hear LuCaS cryin outside or thinkin he is alone playing...

The sight of seeing him playing alone walkin aimlessly touchin this n that make me feel soo upset as it looked like i have abandon him

I feel soo guilty cos i didn't bring him out on weekends animore and i remember tellin mine mum before noo wonder mine mum soo understanding and at point of time liked this i really feel very grateful towards them lor..

1st:Thank u mum for letting LucaS over ur place even though u are soo busy with the kakis and etcs(Small,Packs of aunties and Nottie LuCaS touching & shouting here n there & i know u doo not want luCaS over when u are soo busy with stuffs) over the weekend

2th: Thank u uncle for bringing lucaS up and down to playground,temple & strolling at the bishan park,bathinh n feeding him and carrying him..

3th:Thank u Desmond,although u are soo young but yet u alwaes take care of LuCas playing with him all the time and letting him beat u and enduring at all...

4th: Thank u Olive for taking care of EriCa soo well & treating her liked ur own daughter...

(omg i get soo emmotional writing this parts(tears drop)

What the hell, i am working in this Lan/gaming shop and i have to walked out 15 times cos the Customers outside kept shouting ''hello,hello'' or just stand there waiting & wanted to buy cards,asking of cell phone prices & bluetooth,one even asked to purchase the cellphone cover(i told her the shop is closed and not yet opened but she insist of buying)ahya let her buy la...i dun wanna sell cos i got no INSTRUCTION given to me and i try not to step into the cellphone premise after it closed...

i were do what my job scope require too doo,mine management complained that the toilet is soo dirty soo i intend to buy some toilet detergent and washed it....

i realli must endure although its a low paid job as i dislike peeps ordering me around doing this and that...

helloo,i ought too *Slap* myself for behaving like a tai tai ah(dislike peep ordering)

Stupid sonia,u think u are a tai tai ah...

Stupid sonia,if u work outside there is some even cruel peeps ordering more + scolding de

Stupid sonia,u cannot take it then dont work lah...then u and ur 2 lovely kids can tight together and starve to dead

Stupid sonia,u are just an coolie not a foreman nor a boss or even a percentage holder

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(blogging half way num 16th Customers(2 china lady askin for top up)

phews,i hate walking in and out...

Okok i feel soo much better scolding myself and reflected liao..

(bloggin half way num 17th customers again)

Sorry continued,noo matter how Snobbish these peeps are i were endure and stay humble enough to finish mine job scoop and collect mine payroll on time..

ooo talkin about payroll,i had not ask how is the payroll date...

wei,suddenly i remember something doo i sound like an Lan shop worker cum security guard,ahahaha...cos i been lookin out for peeps outside(as i m afraid they would steal the cell shop items,i dun wanna get blamed onto if things like this happens so i must stay alert cos the video camera is spoiled todae)

And hor throughout my whole working hours + now(1.02pm liao) i have not sleep or took a nap at all hor...actually i should hor..haha....

idoit,mine work place dangerous sia,i can swear i really work till morning then goo back, i mean i never close shop or leave mine work desk at all(except Restroom lah) & i alwae had to handover a shift to mine next shift before i goo back de mah..

this roti prata man tell mine management that he walked to the handphone shop around 8am+ and saw it closed...

#$%^**,idoit roti prata man anyhow spout.....

%#$^& roti prata man,can't u walked abit inside and see that i am ALIVE at mine work desk..

i am really afraid of domestic problems on complains

Please roti prata man and flamers,stop flaming me,please let me off,

all i want is to finish mine work and get mine $$$...

wow 1.18pm liao,blog soo long liaooo...

2009-01-02T18:24:00.004+08:00

Mine work desk
interior 1
interior 2
Bdae partY

010109 Mine 1st dae of work

But in the afternoon i brought LucaS & deSmond too Kaylor(Gina Kid) birthdae,Location at Toa PayOh Macdonald...

Games,Cake Fun...

Then Fetch Desmond baC...

Mine 1st shift was 9pm but latter changed too 10pm(i am not sure either) & i thought i was late when i reach at 9.15 then onli realised i start work at 10pm..hais if i know earlier i would see LuCaS to Zzz...

Workin was fine except alittle inconvin lah..

Basic learning without much teaching & knowledge..

Cute littles 1989-1990 Young kids hanging around the zone..

BaBY came down(lookin for me)..She bought mine all time Favourite Food..

Had a butter Prata then pop the magic pill...

The Com were alwae Lag,On & Off...Switch off & Restart

Suppose to finish work at 8am but mine Col was late & reach about 10am(die cos mine travellin time baC to Yishun were bee veri late liao)

True enough i took a num 8 bus too Toa Payoh interchange then from there i took train to Yishun.

& from Yishun i took a bus in...

Finalli reach Yishun 12pm..

Fetch LucaS from school then bathe him before i could goo too Zzz

Zzz@ 1pm+

oMg.4pm+ Sweekian called up...Some Pub issue...

Sleep onli 3hours dunnoo later goo work can Tong or not

But for the sake of 1300 i were ''忍''

Last nite mine 1st nite to work i tried takin a cab and it cost 15dollers without peak hour

Soo todae morning i took a bus and after calculation i onli need 7.60for 2waY transport but that mean i also must leave the house earli..

1.20 to Toa Payoh int

1.60 to Yishun Mrt

1.00 to Yishun ave 11

Nope lah Xiaopui,HonestlY i am not angrY at all...Just simplY veri tired(i dun even dared to dozed off although no peeps are around)

especialli the morning Sun..(u peep should know how terrible this morning Sun is)

Alot of peep said for mine place i StaYed & the low Paid is realli not enough but for me even a 800 job i were also doo now cos nobodi is workin now...

i calculate alreadi 1300-212.8(Transport)-800(House Bills)=287.20(Balance)

Enough For Eat haha but i wont eat cos i were eat Magic Pill too Control & not to sleep..

Dunnoo Y todae i am thinkin of gettin a 2th job...(but for mine lazY pattern doo u think i can take it,i mYself think liao also wan to laugh)

Maybe Just open a BeBe Spree(Since i liked BeBe soo much) Onli Blogspot,but if i open were u peep support me...

Tag me alrite...

gosh,have too goo down to pub33 for some sorting then too work...

i onli sleep 3hours onli,die magic Pill Please works

Me too,Feel soo lousy workin a low paid SalarY but i realli nooo choice liao...

if i choose work, mine 2 kids were jump down with me & mr mole...

Somemore the workplace got ''Shoot-Kias'' de but followed liked Mr mole theory

''don't doo wrong thing just finish ur work on time & handover beautifullY''

dooo Swee Swee can liao....

& if whoever peeps anihow shoot/said me,i wont endure de..

i were KILL You...ahahaha

2008-12-31T22:31:00.003+08:00

Someone Sms me a 2009 Msg...

And i had decided to dedicate to Mine Husband...

The Year has almost gone but made us strong.

The path was long,but we walked with a song.

There were fears and tears but we also had reasons for cheers.

Wish u a happie memories of the last year and have a great beginning for the next!

Wishing you all the best and Happy New Year 2009

2008-12-31T22:10:00.004+08:00

Bad 2009 we had..

Bad 2009 Mr mole had...

Bad 2009 i had...

Bad 2009 LuCaS & EriCa had...

Pub was soo disorganise & even worst...

Work for me was worse also,Bad PaYroll & Timing...

Mr Mole work Fails,Side business Fails..

LuCaS run out of Milk

EriCa run outs of Diapers..

Bad Piles of Unpaid Bills...

Mr mole Car need to repair...

Mr mole Friends & ...... own him $ & never return $...

While others are soo EnjoYing life & the whole New 2009..

Me alone at home watchin 10pm News...

Mr mole workin & feelin tired after work n work...

Its soo unlike us...

Whom doo we push our blame now...Singlehood,Kids or ????

Who doo we jealous now..Bootlickers or JuS that we are not Hypocrite too climb up too good will?

Are You HappY For Us?

2008-12-25T17:26:00.002+08:00

Pizza Feast
Pizza Feast 2

Pizza Feast 3

Bored NiaNia

Boring christmas....

Went to Zigra,Shermaine told me its a Cabaret disco

Thank to Constance,we are able to get in without Q n without $...

Have BrandY & Champange(Most of mine friends are High)

5.14am still on cab going too FlY...

Eventualli i reached home at 8am..

If u are askin me about mr mole,he went too pub33 with his brothers...

Guess he had drank too much liao....

Poor Hougang & Xiaopui has to acc him home...

& both of them SleepzZZZ at the livin room till this afternoon then wake up asking for Food..

Hougang decide too order Pizza Hut...

Cost of Pizza Hut =79+

Guess theY had order alot.

I took a slice of pizza,garlic bread & 2 drumlets...

Then pop the magic pill...

5.36pm=Late afternoon

I am soo bored,it kill me

Whatever decission i made,he would shun it off and against it...realli veri Sianz...

Even if i am alone as long as time occupied me,i dun mind being ALONE....

going to 6pm,i m going to fetch lUcAs back liao....

2008-12-24T16:01:00.007+08:00

EriCa Yo Look
Pardon that BellY ofz mine
Xiaopui aka the dealer

Joey rushin off too his 7th month Lunar Ge-Tai(See her jacket n u know Y)

she's cute lah(Gamblin)

Dealer Busted

Me Lurve LuCaS

Take 2

Olive de Maid

Like Father Like Son

Mr Mole & Me

Take 2

Take 3

Olive aka The Maid

The 2 x'mas hatz

Daddy N LuCaS

Take 2

Tiny hats

LuCas Lurve EriCa

Whatz a Smug look of LuCaS

Stop,Stop Drinkin

TinY hatz on LuCaS

MerrY Christmas,Peeps...

Yst was Pre eve X'mas & long agoo mr mole & me had plan to bring the 2 kids out to orchard for some x'mas photo takin...

Everione was prepare too goo...

Mr mole car spoilt but did his best to rush back to bring the kids out(kudos for him),we could a cab down to orchard...

Strolling along the streets,Bought 2 little cutie xmas hats(aniwae its meant for donation) takin photo with santa and etcs...

Grab somethin at the Taka foodmall...

Then continued Strollin,enjoYin breeze and chords till 11.30pm,

Cab as usual was FullY Booked but we still manage to get 1 and headed home....

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Then we went over to ah wee house,mine girlfriends ands mr mole brothers are there,

In fact its was meant for the girls gathering host bY Koji...

Steamboat,wowow..TenpanYaki.....

Beers,Drinks and tibits + Sweets

Girls(too manY too list out) had their present exchanged...

Twins with their kids=5 peep

Gina=off she goes,i din get to see her

Clare=Hamburger need to Zzzz

Bebe=Hougang Ex

Ada aka dada

MiYuki

Meihui

Xiaoying

Janelle

Constance

Eleen(Gamblin n pressin sms non stop,omg her hair colour damm power)

JoeY

Me....

Mr mole brothers had fun gambling

(Wee-Host)

(Hougang-he was shy n hidin in the room cos of his ex girl)

(Xiaopui-as usual Dealer of the nite)

(Tim-i saw him but i dunooo where he haed off then)

(Jackie-Come with his sport attire)

Mr mole...

Poor xiaopui aka dealer....

Loss some wealth...

Hoorai tonight is the night...

And Yes i Chio some of mine girlsfriends out for some (hee hee hee)...

Pls hor,all dun Scared ur husband/Bfs hor...

i am not scared but Respect...ahahaha

xmas eve celebration tonight,all friends would gather and have fun together..

Haha the night is still Young...

Mr mole,Thank for his xmas present

Mr mole bought me a manchester JerseY & BeBe

2008-12-23T04:48:00.002+08:00

Peeps,tell me that i am not as fat as u think...heehee
Yes,Yes finalli mr mole agreed to go to Kl,Malaca with Jackie & Bros...
We can goo to the KL night market too shop for some goodies....
& i wanted to visit the AX clothes shop(Yes i went once with babY)
Mr mole been angry with me for being too indulged in gamble...
i realli dunnoo Y i behaving this way too maybe because i have been waiting for job to drop on me...
Aniwae i m going to an interview soon & i have applied to take up a nitec course on mine office skill,i realli do need to brush up mine office skill...
& i wanna meet xiaopui soon for our classs 3 lesson....
Finalli,now i know where to shop online for BEBE clothes liao...
As usual BEBE for mine CNY although i am alwaes wearin BEBE all the time...
Nope i am not tired of BEBE...
i lurve everi item of them just like mr mole lurve all manchester stuff...
Mr mole bought me Manchester New jersey while i bought him tooo.....
oO i am in lurve with mine current Perfume....
X'mas coming..Jackie has been askin me where too celebrate...Serious i dunnoo,he did gave me some lame ideas but at least he make the effort to think what....
i lurve a 2 tone colour hair dye and i am gonna dye it soon...
Found a good saloon at Geylang(near me mole workplace)
went for a hairwash,its seem realli nice for me...
Think going too try there for colour...
Sweekiang has join the Pub33 company,hopefulli he can cope being the CASHIER there...
But sometimes he is as mood swing as tim...Weird...???
where the hell is xiaopui,playin hide n seek again...he seem troubled n lonely too me,i realli hope i could bring him for some sea air along the cruise....
Mr mole piss off by me(wanna request boatin again)
Come on,after i work liao also no more liao mah...
i realli liked him to goo with me & see*2 look*2,but he alwaes give me that 包青天 look,Soo sianz..But i doo lurve him lah...
CnY coming and he is still jobless as usual...Omg...
Dun need drink milk liao lah,LuCaS & EriCa...

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The Small part of the cafe that sells stuffs
poster

the logo inside the cafe

photos

outside the cafe

The Manchester Fans

Me & Mr Mole(Mr mole manchester Scarf flown in from England)

Me & Mr mole

The 2 Fat Die Hard Manchester Fans

Poor LuCaS

LuCaS has been having fever for the past 7-8daes(high n low),went to a normal clinic,cannot heal then we had no choice to sent him to KK hospital..

No matter what he takes,he would just vomit out & been crYin & clingin non stop..

Thats what the KK doctor dignosed him= Gastroenteritis

http://www.kkh.com.sg/PatientHealthLibrary/ChildrensHealth/ChildhoodIllnesses/Diarrhoea.htm
That the link above if u wanna find out more..

Sandra told me Jiahao has before too and it took 1week to recover...

Then Brenda told me too & if u have seen her blog..Case'her FamilY was admitted to the hospital.i dunnoo how serious it was until i mYself expereince it...

But LuCkY that EricA did not get the virus onli me(diaahoea) & Mr mole(Fever)...

For Me,i am a BaD Mum cos i am BuSY helpin out to find a Maid for mine grandfather & soo i more or less neglected LuCaS & soo i called up mine Mother-In-Law to tell her too look after LuCaS as she is more detail in takin Care of LuCaS...

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Gamba oSaka Vs Manchester United

For peep that Says they are Manchester United Fan & Yet not known alittle Crap at all..

Here u are...Manchester has Just open a cafe at Singapore & thailand...

Yes for this match we went too watch...

Above are the Cafe interior...

I bought a Manchester Polo tee...

Food look nice but had not have the chance to taste Yet...

That the next upcoming match for those manchester fan...

WCC Finals: LDU Quito VS Man United

Date: 21 December 2008 (Sunday)

Time: 6.30pm (Kick-off)

Venue: Manchester United Cafe Bar (32 Boat Quay)

Mr Mole,Me,Kiang,Xiaopui & Jackie are Manchester Fan But Mr Mole is the most hard-core & more involved de in Manchester...

Look at the above pics.....

Finalli i went boating,it was rather fun...

I drink & sang song at Ktv...

Had the free launch of food there....

Games & Games of Dices,Cards...

I won 200Sgd....

Happie Indeed....

Next target,if i m going there i wanna goo massage.....

Overall- Good..

But i cant stand the Swayin part of the Boat...

Who wanna goo with me again,Please?

Don't make me chio u..come to me & register too goo again...

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on mine wae to mine mum place,took this photo at mr mole car...

Yup,i know LuCaS got a nerd hairstYle but it once long it would look good & if not then we shall cut it again..

Poor LuCaS got food poisoning todae,vomit,fever n pain in stomach..

took him to see a doc...no milk & oilY food for these fews daes...haiz...

LuCaS holidae starts from now...

Once he get better,i m going to bring him outing again..

Mr mole & me plan to bring the kids to Orchard for some x'mas pictures...

O,happie birthdae mr mole..

MaY u earn lots of $ to give the familY a better roof....

May u have the strongest health too look after the kids...

May u have the luckiest star to strike whatever dreams u dreamt for...

We stand BY u, mr mole...

No matter what happens outside,come back to us..

You still have a roof and the warmest hands around u...

You eat porridge,we eat porridge..

You eat Abalone,Yez we eat abalone..heehee